Fly with me.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007,

Like finally, school is done till next year.
Thursday will be the day, the results about my appeal will be made known.
hmph.

back from Nas crib. before that, headed to club, after about a year of not going there.
haha!
played Winning Eleven, and i was the winner for the day. haha!
anyway, went there just to submit a form, however, upon reaching,
i was given another form, the Trainer form.
and so it means that i need to get it signed, and made another trip to seletar just to hand in the form.!
pantat!

and tomorrow, 07S5 will go raya-ing.
but i feel damn shagged uh!
thus, i don't think i'll be joining, because i feel like sleeping the whole day.
haha!


what else to update on huh? sometimes i feel like to just closed this blog down,because i don't seem to update daily anymore. so what's the point of having a blog right?
and i'm feeling so tired.
i need sleep, wake up damn early uh today, just to go school.

25102007.
Aloha Loyang,=) and i've yet to get you something.
hmph.
" i know where i belong"
sounds familiar? and you've yet to answer my question!=)

12:23 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007,

Retention!.
For the First time in my whole education life, that was what is being stated inside my report card. and it suck okay the feeling! it suck being asked to leave, although i expected it.argh! its just difficult to say uh. the embarassement of to tell people that i'm being asked to leave is too much to bear. but what to do? i brought it upon myself!

so yeah, both my HT talked to my dad just now. and somehow i feel damn hopeless lar,to give him this kind of stuffs on his birthday. but neah, cannot regret too much. i won't lose to him in any way.
and so, i've decided to give another shot at A levels. the thought of leaving 07S5 is kinda of sad. although i'm always missing in actions, from all their "meetings", but still, they are my classmates for the year of 2007.

If everything goes well, i will be starting school again next year. i'll be restarting my education life next year. i need to do well. i need to be flying up there, among the best pilots in the world!
wearing those coats is something i've dreamt of always.

so today its her birthday, unfortunately, i've not much photo of me and her, to upload. haha!
so yeah, will be going to chalet tomorrow with the boys.!
other than that, i wanna slack on the bed.

i think we should take some pictures together uh! hahaha!

12:10 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007,

The day started with a smile.
in the middle,it was a bit rough.
but,after whatever have happened.
the day ended with a smile too.

enough said.
i'm feeling bloated now. there's something
wrong with my tummy.
shit!

=)

2:47 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007,

its the 21st of October 2007.
there's just some unexplained feelings in me.
imagine waking up from a long sleep.
and u've got a new message in your inbox.
and that message is something sweet.
isn't it nice?
=)


and i'm loving every single part of it.


1:26 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007,

I want to upload photos. But i'm lazy to upload them.so wait for the moment whereby i'm no longer lazy alright. this weeks update on the events.

i realised i've been watching lots of movies lately. Because i've time to burn.=) but i guess, i need to start on math sooner rather than later. get it done,and i'll be off shopping maybe?
talking about shopping,got myself a Man U polo-t. and someone's unhappy about it.
which i guess makes her somehow moody?
hahahah!

and SYFC called,saying that my application for the pilot license is still pending,waiting for my results. what the hell uh! just a difference by a grade, and i can't embark on piloting lessons.
fucking shit! but nevermind,the opportunity is still there for me to grab! haha!

Something unexpected happened,i can't remember whether is it today or yesterday, but i think it was today though.okay,so this is how the story goes. we were on our way home,from lunch i think. boarded the train at Orchard mrt. we were standing,and infront of us was 2 childrens, and there were two ladies standing beside me. suddenly she asked,
" are they your kids?"

i swear i was stunned uh. and all that bum knew was to laugh! it was the dumbest question ever uh!
So today,my phone rang at 9,and i was awake eversince. travelled all the way to Vivo,just to buy my slippers,stuffs,snap lame pictures! before heading to town to settle kenneth's present.
bought a box and the tracing paper i think, then headed to Sakura for lunch. and then she's off to school and i'm off to kenneth's condo.
played a game of truth. and rashid, thanks for being frank. and i know i've been leaving you guys behind. i'll try to work on it alright.
stayed till about 10. and that's where we decided to get a late night supper. and off to Al- Ameen. and then homed!

Ouh i need to get some stuffs!as soon as possible! hahaha!
and tomorrow might be going out again. suddenly i feel like going out just to walk-walk aorund uh.! and my lips are hurting lar!!!!

we've come this far. some of the things we've done, i've never done it to any other girls.
and i'm not that heartless to do such a thing to you.That's a thing of the past. and you promised me to forget about it right? well i'm glad you did.=)

hold me through the night,and put me to bed everynight,will you?

1:25 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007,


For now,there's just only one thing which i missed the most.
my secondary school life.
how i wished i could just stay there and not grow.
because tertiary level just sucks!


12:11 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007,

How fast time flies huh.
its been already the 3rd day of Hari Raya.
haha.
so as per normal.
first day was with the dad's side. the second,with the mum's side.
which is rather dull because all my cousins are little kids.and i'm left to be on my own to mingle with the aunts.haha.! but nevermind,i still get those green packets.haha.=)

and today went all over to Pasir Ris and then Bukit Batok. but i should say,this year celebrations isn't that exciting as how i expected it to be.
and don't think will be going out with friends though,due to the upcoming exams. bastard!
i've wanted to update more of some stuffs. but somehow my ideas got stuck. therefore this entry shall be a boring one then.
imagine going visiting with those eyebags around.nk mampos? haha
and i suck at photos uh!

Banyak gadis cantik sini sana
Macam mana aku boleh suka
Pada si dia dewi jelita.

10:15 PM

Saturday, October 13, 2007,

alright people.
yesterday was sucky to the core, for some reasons.
well,i hate getting nagged early in the morning.
well who doesn't right?

ouh yesterday SYFC came down to school.
and my application is still pending.
what the fuck lar.
just because of the stupid Math, my application still hangs in the balance.
well at least i'm not asthmatic,cause if i'm one,
then, there goes my dream.
i need to start training for the Fance championship.
train hard if i want to be there.
well who doesn't?
its Europe i'm talking about.=)

ouh and today is Hari Raya.
well just came back from the prayers.
as per normal,gonna eat first, bla bla bla...
and those 3 boys is at kampong. sian!
and yes ah! going to meet the cousins.
and possibly tea breaks.=)

last night was at yani's house to collect lauk.
sometimes its weird that why my dad's side got lots of boys.
and little girls.
but nevermind.
i like it that way.
we bond easier.
haha!

okay dah.
i need to go have my food.
last night was a hungry night siak!
and i slept late!
ahahah!
because someone was bored.

i like those cartoon behaviour of yours,
because i have something to laugh about.=)




10:02 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007,

i realised i have not been updating much.
because i'm just lazy!
well this weeks event.

Monday and Tuesday was reserved way before hand for a shopping trip with that bum!
ahah! so yeah,she brought her cousin along due to some reasons. and he was afrad of me? just because my face look fierce? neah,i think, people whom don't know me may think that i'm fierce.
hahaha.

so yeah.walked around town. We went Vivo, and i swear she spent a few minutes at the Forever 21 store.just looking at accessories? nk mampos?
i got bored,walked into Topman and got a piece of shirt for myself.
and then,from Vivo,back to Orchard. and i got a Polo-T this time round.
and lastly, dinner was at REX.
that's for monday.

For Tuesday.
she was tired of shopping and just wanted to seat and slack around.
okay,went Vivo again. this time round for movies.
dinner was at Secret Recipe.thought of getting the cake since its been months since i had them.
but then again,i'm too full.
so yeah,smoke and stuffs.
and then back home.
uhm did i mention abt Jindabyne being a slow movie?
ahahaha!
but nevermind,at least the other part of the day is fun and relaxing isn't it?
=)

Wednesday is just a stupid day lar.
i rather spend time sleeping at home.
rather than doing some stuffs in school.
pantat!
and also went buke with the people
from secondary school.
but still not full house lar.
maybe later when jalan raye uh k?
hopefully.

Thursday.
was out watching Mr Woodcock at causeway.
okay uh.funny show.
but one thing's for sure. the air-con there is freezing cold!
so she went diner at pizza while i go home.
this room needs to be fixed.
apparently,i don't know how to fixed them.
ahaha!

for tomorrow,it might be movies again.
ouh and tomorrow is malam raya.=) whereby i get to hear the takbir.
somehow everytime i listen to it,it gets sentimental ,sometimes. hmph.
so yeah,but tomorrow will be a fun day cause its a friday. haha!

this year i'll be wearing something which is brownish.
but i still like the last year colour uh,white or cream. i don't know.
cause i suck at identifying colours.
ahaha!
but nevermind.
i think i'll wear them again this year.
wahaha!
and i can't wait for the fasting month to be over.
ahah!


my bed time storybook, your blog.
its becoming a habit to read them before sleep every night.=)

8:34 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2007,

Back from a short outing with the cousin.
and it really was a short one.
due to his examination tomorrow.
the game between manchester united and roma.
ended by, manchester emerging as winners by a 1-0 goal margin.

i have the urged to blog. but somehow the ideas don't seem to be able to flow freely.
ouh yeah i just remembered.
i stumbled upon this article while reading the papers just now, its talking about how men could have trouble conceiving just because they bath with hot water.
Because regular hot tubs could hurt male fertitlity.

interesting? yeah very!
haha!
even the simplest thing on earth, such as bathing.could even cause a couple to not have childrens.hmph.

Ouh while on the way home.
took a train at Paya Lebar, and we past the Geylang area.
my god.its damn pack lar.
and i've promised to not go there unless i'm forced to.
haha!

Later will be out for movies. =)
and also soccer with the classmates.
some of them have been complaining that i have not been spending time with them.
haha!

alrite people.
i guess that's all for tonight.
there's another european game to watch.
and also to wake a BUM [here's my revenged] up =).

Your call[s] is a superb way to end a day.

2:13 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007,

Well, i'm in the middle of watching the game at Old Trafford.
there is some free time,its half - time now.
therefore i've decided to write a short post.
ouh and if you people don't know.
its a game between;
Manchester United and Roma.
i still do remember the thrashing of 7-1, last season.

well,compared to last season's team.
its more exciting to watch last season's team. Maybe this new team have not realy get used to each others playing style.
there's some new additions to the squad. Wingers like Nani. Midfield Hardman, Owen Hargraves[ i don't realy know how to spell his name] not forgetting the attacking midfielder, Anderson and also, Carlos Tevez.
more on Premier League.
Frankly i feel the sacking of Jose came as a shock.
at first,i thought the press was playing a prank.but it turn out to be true.
well, to be fair.,he is a great manager.
Lastly, Arsenal is a team to watch for now.
but still, i'm still a true fan of Manchester United.
its ben years since i've start supporting them.

So today, after school didn't went for the briefing on science SPA.
i've sort of made my mind on my plans for next year.
and so, i can't wait for the festive seasons and also for school to be over with.

after the exams.
went home and had a short nap.
those boys really thought that i was going out and i had pangseh them?
ahah!
but neah,i was at home. resting.
after a long while, went for MDIS.
and now i've a stack of papers which needs to be
done.

i'm back to watching the game.
its done with half time.
see yeah people.

you've got me lost for words.=)

3:40 AM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007,

Chemistry was a disaster,so as for geography and all the other subjects.
well,go to hell with all of that.
what's done can't be changed.And tomorrow shall mark the end of Promotional Exam 2007.
i've drafted a list of events which should be done,there are a few which is compulsory.
Hari Raya will be approaching soon. and my room's still not clean. the bedsheet's still unchanged and one of my pillow is without a case. well what do you expect from a guys room?

This is what i hate about festive seasons,because it means spring cleaning. I'm totally in a holiday mood, like why can't school just end now? hmm.
I think i want and need to ride a plane. Its been so long since i'm onboard.
Wednesday will be breaking fast with that idiotic uncle cum cousin of mine. its been a long overdue date for the both of us.haha!

actually that's all that i've wanted to blog about.
other than that,its more of a personal story.
But neah,i won't reveal much. as this is a public blog.

i woke up, not even a single missed call. But,i've expected it,i brought it upon myself.
amir,amir...
and i swear i don't feel like going to school,to sit for a freaking paper lar this morning.
i came,reached Bukit Batok around 0745 hours.
slacked awhile at the bus interchange. waited for about 10minutes before lining up for 941.

Did or scribbled rather,all nonsense stuffs on my exams script.I can't do much. I did nothing to prepare for chemistry. In fact,I don't even know why i took that freaking subject.

After that paper,time was spent at library with Rashid and Ariffin before being joint by my other classmates. yeah,so that's basically it.

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady

-Mockingbird by Eminem-
[ i guess you know why this part of the lyrics is being posted]

and ouh, you asked
"why am i so mean to make you look spastic while you're alone"

well here's my answer to you.
"i'd rather you smile alone,than you cry alone."

12:35 AM