Fly with me.
Saturday, June 30, 2007,

One Happy Day.
i don't wish to talk about exams here,cause whats done will be done.
what matters now is that 3 months is left.
for me to decide,whether to retain or get promoted.

For today's event.
started off at Nokia's care centre.
queued up.
but in the end,didn't send the stupid phone to repair.
and yeah.
forget to mention.
pardon me for replying late or not replying at all.cause the phone that i'm using now sucks!!
maybe next month then will be getting a new phone.
for sure its not nokia anymore.

todays event.
she became the guest of honour of woodgrove sec today.
made an unintended visit cause no where to go rite?
tu lar,next time i proposed for them to build a child care for monkeys ok?
ahahahahhas.
so yeap, played badminton after don't know how long aready.
still cannot beat the Mr humji.
ahakz.
soon ar k,maybe.
but managed to beat the pairing of Shahrul and Fadhil.
and ermm,still what else ar?
bla bla bla
had dinner at 888.
mcm fun gitu eh?
gie lepak kedai kopi ramai-ramai.
but still not the full squad ar.

so yeap,
last destination was nasri's place.
slack untill almost midnight baru ingat nak balik.
and i should have been sleeping over there lar fuck!!
ahakz.
but never mind ar,4 more years only to go.
ahah!!
control me while u can k?

late nights late nights late nights.
it feels great to know that,
when night falls,
and there'll be slacking session.
and ouh,its been damn fun lar.

and yeap.
thanks for helping out,
i'll return your favour by not calling you mariah k?
but monkey can?
ahahahhas
and lastly,before i forget.
whatever stories u heard about me,
please keep to yourself ok?

i'm enjoying the night life. =)

12:59 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007,

So yeap.
Mother Tongue Common Test.
the comprehension part i think is almost gone ar.
for like the first time.
i have the feeling i'll fail malay.
so yeap.
after the test.
walk all the way to west mall.
while the rest of the peeps went to west mall.
i made my way to woodlands lib to meet nas.,kej,crystal and the monkey.
i think i studied abit lar huh.
ahah!!

after that slack at civic park.
untill around 2130.
before we start making our way to LJS.
so the 3 of us had supper together.
ahah.
its 2 nights having supper with the same peeps.
ahakz.
the night before was at Al-Ameen.
and tonight was at LJS.

hey monkey.
you better keep the nick of mine to yourself ok.
treasure them.
if not i'll make sure people know about why the call you _______.=)

12:24 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007,

Day 1, 18 June 2007

Reached Punggol Jetty late.
sorry to make the monkey and mr Abdul wait.
and thanks for waking me up.
well.
kinda disappointed that didn't mix with the different schools.
first activity was Kayaking,
i'm satisfied with myself as like finally i know how to steer the kayak.
This is because i'm a dumb idiot during the previous OBS course,as all the steering is
being left to a poor girl.

the fun part of kayaking is doing a capsize drill.
so team up with Naz,Nooris.
and had the privileged of being sae by Zai,Yan,Khatijah.
food was ok.

Day 2, 19 June 2007.

Tried the Obstacle called Inverse Tower.
although didn't managed to reach the highest point.
but i made it to the 3rd highest log.
i could have reach the top.,but its damn scarry lar sial up there.
with the thing swaying.
and also having Bealson belaying me.
ahahhhas.

after that became a belayer.
fun sia.
get to wear LJ shades.
mcm iyer iyer siak belay Roc.
ahahahahhas.
after belaying roc,was atik's turn.

Day 3, 20 June 2007

Team Bonding still not there.
in terms of communication and initiative of each individual.
Trustworthiness towards each other fail to be seen.,
during the Land Expedition.
but this time round of trekking is far more in the comfort zone.,
compared to the previous one.

Day 4,Sea Expedition.

A different experience altogether.
Anger Management is what i learn the most in this Sea Ex.
Thanks To Naz for not making feel to give up halfway.
to kayak with 2 person is not an easy task.
especially when you have to care for someone sick.
seeing her kayak all the way gives me inspiration to continue kayaking.
kayaking through the storm was a nice,scarry,courages and risky act.

Day 5, 22 June 2007
Late for morning circle.
cause the night before was out with nas,Bealson,Atik,Roc,YJ,yan.
teabreak and dunnoe what we talk about ar.
oso get some massage from atik.
ahahahhas.
tk sesia aku knl kau atik.
ahahahas.

so yeah.,had jetty jump as the last activity,
before departing for S'pore.
overall i shall rate this camp as.,
a comfort camp lar.
its not something which i predict.
but compared this camp to the previous one,i shall say.,
i love the previous watch better.
ahah!!

yesterday.,azri and me slack at nas cribs.
went to get some foods as his parents were not home.
teabreak all the way.
tried gudang garam nusantara.
pukimak,bibir rase air-con ar siol.btl tk humji?
ahahahahhas
then reach home.
chilling at nas cribs.

and i'm seriously in need of a phone lar.
like idiot sia dun have a phone.

and yeah.,i've been bottling up all this frustration.
have whatever impression you have on me.
i can do nothing about it.
for now.,i shall keep my mouth shut.
as to not make things any worst.

and i've updated monkey.
ahakz.
and anyone whom ones to see some pics taken.,so pls visit
her blog.
ahahahhas

11:44 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007,

was out of the house at around 1430hours.
get some stuffs for my upcoming camp.
hopefully this Outward Bound Camp will be as great as the previous one.
argh!!
ok. met azri at birdnest.
because of some unforeseen circumstances.,
we shfited to bob's crib.
chill there.
planned to do some studying.but musics playing on azri's phone.
and bob's voice distract me.
so keep those books and joint the talk.

after that met mizan,hafiz storm,nas and izzul.
went to get some stuffs.
then crashed in to 5N1 class bbq.
mcm tk tau malu sia gie org nyer function!
ahah!
ok yeah.
after everything's done.
went to met bob and aini at birdnest for awhile.
after its home sweet home.

so yeah as the title of this post suggested.
i do missed a lot of stuffs.
somehow i do miss 4E3.
all those nonsense and fun we used to create.
and the one thing i mised the most is soccer lar.
its like ages since i played soccer ar.
hopefully next saturday got game ar.

ar iyer lar.
its 90%guidance
10% self-packed.


12:42 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007,

Bang Bang Bang.
who died?
The Game Is called Look Carefully.
what a game to play?
ahahahas.
well tonight's gathering at Bird nest can be said as one of the best events ar.
people present.
-amir
-azri
-nasri
-sufi
-azman
-fadhil
-fadhli.

yeap,all boys present.
met at Nasri crib first.
from there.,walk to my house bus stop,send a lost kid home first.
then proceed to bob's crib.
from there,made our way to bird nest.
upon arrival met mr humji.
ahahahhas.
where's your wilson?

went azim's house after prayers.
slack for awhile.
and that cousin of mine played a song to the tune of
Mimpi Yang Sempurna.
somehow i'm hook to the song.
feeling sia.
damn it!!

Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya,
pada bintang-bintang
dan bila,ku mulai merasa bahase kesunyian.
sadarkan aku yang berjalan dalam kehampaan

-mimpi yang sempurna-

ouh yeah.
i thought you are supposed to stop calling me a gundu/idiot?
ahahahas.
and i dun even keep her photo ok.
buat rosak gambar ajer.
ahahahas.

which monkeys love cold surroundings?
ahahahas

2:02 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007,

The Prank.
so there's loads of you out there whom actually.,
try to find me in the previous post.
hahahaha.
fact is.,i wasn't even present in the picture,
due to unforeseen circumstances.
somehow i can't remember as to why i wasn't in the photo.
but 4E3 was there though.

Mid-Year Exam.
totally unprepared i should say.
i think its a ritual or a curse maybe.
cause i seem to not to study for every mid-year examination.
from primary to secondary to tertiary.
die man!.

lately I've been going out.
on Wednesday,was out with nas,shahrul and her.
halfway through met fardhan.
then its slacking session as per normal.
had some entertainment though.ahah.
a disgusting one.

and today was out the whole day for Outward Bound School preparation.
and as per normal.,the monkey's late.
so much for arriving at 1259.
so first stop was Beach Road.
had lunch first before embarking on the tour of orchard road.
after walking so much,
ended up at Starbucks for coffee session.
ahah.
after that went home.
and i planned to be a good boy up till monday.
ahahhas.

my legs are tired thanks to the walking
monkey.ahahas


12:13 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007,

good afternoon peeps.
i'm bored and guess gonna go out study with T-bag,
aahaha.
resident corner maybe.
ahahs
planned to go for OBS shopping with that monkey.
but like no mood ar to go far far.
so just lepak woodlands jer ar.
friday meeting yani.
bloody basket nyer sedare.
ahahahhaas
long time never lepak sia.
and erm.
i found a picture on WGS portal.ahahahhas.
find me if you can.ahahahs.

1:11 PM


things didn't go as planned.
so yeap.woke up at around 11.
slack and laze around till about 1400hrs,before i set off to meet Mr Rashid at
Chua Chu Kang.
sorry for being late though.
so yeap.
trained to changi airport.
slept throughout.
ahahahhas.
dunnoe why but i feel lethargic the whole day lar.
upon reaching terminal 2.
set at starbucks,waiting for mr suhaimi to arrive.
basket btl nyer budak.
he asked" first time korang blajar tkder perempuan"
ahahahas.
siao!.

so yeap.we got a free small cup of drink at starbucks.
tk sia-sia duduk sane ar.
then proceed to macs.
tried studying but felt sleepy.
ahahs.

and back to woodlands.
met her before going RC.
think its more of a slacking session rather than study.
i seriously need to study ar.
pantat betul.
ahahas.
and today she had the privilaged of sufi sending her home.
ahahahas.
till then.
goodbye.

2:38 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007,

i was up at 0630.
and got out of the house at 0730.
reach bird nest around 0750 gitu.
saw T-bag aka shahrul at there.
ahakz.
thought all was there.
but Mr kej pangseh sia,
go sleep.
KNN btl.
ahahahas..
so lepak ar.
den joint by mr humji aka azri.
den sufi.
played monkey awhile.
then go kopitiam buy dessert.
ahakz.
like so long never eat chikong siak.
ever since the last day of my secondary school.
so yeah.

after buying desserts.
went RC to chill plus lepak awhile.
joint by Bob and Aenng.
ahahas.
bob like flinstones sia.
baju koyak.
tu lar,tkder license nk gie pandai pandai bawak motor.
kn dah accident.
ahakz.
bla bla bla..

went to sufi's crib.
sorry lar monkey.
didnt receive your message on time.
ahahas.
coz his house reception very poor.
so yeap.
chill with.,those boys below,except for bugs and hazwani ar.,
from clockwise.,nasri,amir,fadhil,sufi and shahrul.plus bob and aenng which is not in the picture.ahahas.

erm slack till about 1530.
then went home as i need to go IKEA.
ahahahahas.

thank your lucky stars that i dun wanna get a black sofa bed.
ahaahs.
cause i noe i'm lazy to repack every single thing back.
ahahahahas.




10:09 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007,

and so the story goes.
the monkey's late as per normal.
luckily got those 2 idiots to keep me company.
azim went home first.
biase ar die.,abang sedare yang paling pemalas.
ahahahahas.
so yeah,went to yani's crib to get his stuffs.
when lar my parents want to go overseas.
aman sikit dunia dekat woodlands.
ahahahahhas

so yeah.
met her at 3 when its supposed to be 2,
nie ar janji paer ntah..
ahahahhas.
ok so yeah.
went queensway.
get her class jersey. asl lar S5 tkder class-t kepe.
make class jacket pon ok jugak ar.
ahah.
bla bla bla.
went woodlands via bus.
can die sia inside bus.
jauh nk mampos.
ahakz
i think i prefer train to bus lar.

and so ate and then met bugs at interchange.
she with giant.
ahakz.
den went RC.
ermm,we did more studying?
iyer ke?
i think i did more laughing ar.
ahakz.
well,those idiots nyer stupid jokes baru sikit.
and they praise your level of maths.
ahahahhas.
bla bla bla.
after walking her to bus stop.
lepak with nas,kej and shahrul.
jap.
around 1130 baru ingat nk balik ar.
aahahahas.

ok todays event.
got kenduri arwah.
at sengkang sia.punyer lar jauh.
but what to do...
dah family event.
terpakse lar pegi.
ahah.

and she's diagnosed with monkey flu
ahakz.

1:33 PM

Friday, June 8, 2007,

Open skies over me,
I have waited patiently,
I wait for a sign.

As conspiracies unwind,
Will you slam shut,
Or free your mind,
or stay hypnotised.

When the zetas fill the skies,
Will our leaders tell us why,
Fully loaded satelites,
We'll tell you nothing but our minds.

And I've waited patiently,
And I wait for the sign.

Carried through the centuries,
Secrets locked up,
And loaded on my back,
Well it weights me down.

When the zetas fill the skies,
It's just our leaders in disguise,
Fully loaded satelites,
We can't get nothing but our minds.

I'm waiting patiently,
And I wait for the sign. (Yeah).
I'm waiting patiently,
And I wait for the sign

-Exo-Politics,the latest addiction-

met the sick monkey at plaza singapura around 3.
supposed to be 1430 ok bum!
ahakz.

went rounding at PS
i want the solomon shoes lar.
alar,even the trip to Ubin also not confirmed.
got fuck off lar.
dumb ass!
sleep over cousins place also cannot.
nak mampos!
babi!

ok back to yesterday events.
slack with her group.
ahakz.
made new frens.
ok lar.,there's the similarities between your group of friends.
ahahahas.
dats why i'm able to like mixed around.
idiot.
so yeah,walk from plaza singapura to peninsular.
then back to plaza singapura.
ahhhahhas.

school opening in a bout 2 weeks time.
OBS will eat up a week.
then still got GP project haven do.
then got malay project.
siol jer.
die aready.
aahahahhas.

little monkey down with fever.
ahahhhas.
tu lar,suroh makan pisang tknk.
degil.ahakz.
next time is your turn to mixed around with my clan ok.

11:37 AM

Monday, June 4, 2007,

monday 4 of june 2007.
still no revision or studying done.
mampos!
why do i lack self discipline?
ahahahahhas.
siak betol.

okies,todays' event.
went school early in the morning just to know that he wasnt there.
pantat betol.
just really dun have the mood sia to go.
talking about OBS,met Irwan from AES just now at BB,on the way to Macs.
ahahahahas.

sian ar today.
like nothing to do sia.
ahaahahhas.
plan to play soccer,but never even see a soccer ball.
iyer-iyer jer siak.
went RC to slack.
kepale babi nyer bob,eingg,stormking ad mr kej.
pour water from the top of the carpark.
after that tau senyap.
ahaahhas.
blood pressure can rise sia.
bla bla bla.
but the tension doesnt last long lar.
awhile jer,lepas tu cools down aready ahahhas.

i like when you're angry.
ahakz.
and i still survive since i'm supposed to be slaughtered today.


11:19 PM


Inter Varsity POLITICS.
as what Rashid spells it out.
its true in a sense ar.
ahahahahas.
he could have been fighting today though.
hmmm.
here is how it goes.
had to starve for untill the last seconds.
cause maintaining weight.like shit lar.
before that also forced to do some physical training.
bloody hell.
bring down my weight from 55.2 to 54.8.
siol.
1645hrs was my match.went for weighing.
and right after weighing.immediately pop a roche into my mouth.
for energy sake.
ahahahhas.
well,Rashid was my corner man a,together with Salihin.
i lost the match.
i think its a disappointment ar.
i think everyone expected me to clear it.
and i expect myself to win it.
not for myself.
i'm not in the right state of mind to play lar.
cause i'm scared of that injury part.
scared of making things worst.
and my ankle's still swollen.
but there's next year.

first round: i'm sleeping.,maybe because i'm afraid of injuring myself.
BADI sia.
knn!.I think my first fall makes me wake up ar.
that i have a duty to do,and not be a punching bag in the arena.

second round: think fair better.
after getting a wake up call from rashid.ahahahhs
and yeah,more points gained!

third round: totally crap play lar.
cause my leg's bruising and swelling up.
a round which i'm declared the loser.
there's more need to be done to my gameplay ar.i'll take it as an experience gained.

ok,today's event.
didnt do anything except to slack at Sufi's crib.
went there around 4 together with nas.
like normal.,go buy teabreaks.,and some chips.
and then proceed back.
watch 300.
ahahahas.
a sad end lar to that movie.
and yeah,
that's all for today.

i intended to dedicate it to u.,
but it didnt turn out as expected.
ahahahhas.
so yeah,
and thanks for allowing to compete.at least someone do allow.
ahakz


12:01 AM

Saturday, June 2, 2007,

well well well.
started the day late by being late.
ahahahahas
went to school to get the OBS form.
like so difficult sia to get the form from him.
but finally get lar.
like from tuesday sia.
kepale pantat betol!!!
avtually didnt get.
cause let rashid go for it.
since i went before.
but then he call me and ask to get my medical done.
basket.
really dun have the mood to go sia.

bla bla bla.
after dat went jalan-jalan.
untill the East part,
dun even noe how i ended up there.
ahahaahhas.
then back to woodlands.

went home first before.
finding Bob and Azri.
for lepak session.
ahahahahhas
talk nonsense sia.
then around 10 plus,just realized that i haven eat.
and there's no food at home.
which means must eat outside.
so ask bob teman eat at civic mac.
thnks ar bob
ahahahahhas.
and yeah,cannot wait till end of year.
maybe got event of the year.
ahahahas
"project twin tower"=)
somehow Mr Kej said i look nice in white T's. somehow i do agree with him.ahahahas.,i'm loving white T's.

of coz afraid of needless lar.
so disgusting.
who the hell likes injection?maybe monkeys ar.,but not for chickens.
ahahahahhas.


12:14 AM