fuck lar.
its 3 am and i can't sleep.
knn btl!

i feel like sleeping.
but i can't.
i feel like smoking
but i can't.
i feel like going downstairs.
but i can't.
argh!!
this sucks boy!

Exams gonna be over soon.
the festive seasons are nearing.
its been 2 weeks since the day i start fasting.
so it means all that's left is another two weeks.

Monday was General Paper.
Tuesday was Mother tongue.
Wednesday was Math.
and this coming..

Monday will be Geography and Chemistry.
Tuesday will be Physics.
well like what's been stated earlier,
i've screwed them all.

yesterday was out.
from woodlands to airport,
airport to woodlands.
because apparently someone could not study and focus.
well anyway,you can never study with me around.
so back to the topic.
went to watch Balls Of Fury.
well its a okay-okay kind of movie i should say.
just pick a movie to watch as.,
the movie which i really wanted to catch, is not applicable for my age.
damnation!
and the movie is..
Shoot em' up.
why must it be rated as M18?

today was spent at Shaw.
as per normal, she got disturb.
well its becoming more of a formality for you to get disturb right?


The other day,
i don't how but somehow,
the topic of migrating is being brought up by my both my parents.
argh!
simply can't wait for that day to come!
ahakz.
hopefully it will come lar huh. =)


and i need a shopping list uh.
but i'm lazy to shop for stuffs.
hmmm....

sometimes i do wonder what's my status.
single or taken?
but i guess its more of taken uh, isn't it? =)

ouh before i forget.
the 4D number of the month.
6113.

ouh shit.
i think i've screwed up this upcoming exams lar.
like i've totally have no sense of urgency to sit and study for it.
hmm, not the matter.
i don't quite care either.
i need to draft something out should plan A fails.
at least there is a plan B.

well i should be studying now,
but who cares.
tomorrow's maths paper and i'm sure i'm not prepared at all for it lar.

maybe my future lies elsewhere.
maybe.
who knows.

sometimes i do wonder why
u find joy spending time with me.
cause all i ever do is to disturb and get you irritated rite?
except for some moments when i do get serious lar..
AHAHAAH
but then again.
i will never get serious with you around.
but nonetheless,
its great having you around. =)

well,here i am again.
blogging instead of facing my books.
well,well,well.
todays event.
yeap i did go to woodlands library with her,
but then again,she decided to be the irritating one, and continue disturbing over what we talked about on the phone the night before right bum!
and i think you've something for her kn?
cause you don't seem to be able to forget her rite?
ahaha!

okay so today was late for the meet up.
damn idiotic bus.
i've waited for 40 mins before the bus came.
pantat!
hmm,as the story goes..

met the people's:
- Nasri
- Fadhli
- Hazwan
- Ridhwan
- Sufi
- Azri
- Sharmizan
- her

apparently she was the only girl tagging along,because the other girls
could not make it.
like what i've said in my previous post,
we planned to go to adam road for break fast,
but instead.
we ended up at Sempang Bedok.
well,one thing about going out with them is to
never be punctual and expect some changes in the plan.
ahaha!
so yeah, ate, slacked, teabreaks.
seat and chit chat.
and they had fun disturbing me.
basket!
after doing all of the above,
got tired of seating there,
therefore we proceed to airport while she went home.
you better take good care of my iPod alright?
ahaha!

so at the airport.
seat and admires those planes.
the moment i got those wings on me,shall be the sweetest moment in life beb!

and i guess i must get back to the study table.
just do all those last minute works,
just before the exams.
and i seriously think that i won't make to the next level lar...
hmm.

ouh amir, please make it fast.
=)

i'm supposed to be at woodlands library,
studying my way through.
but somehow that bum woke up late..
and therefore,here i am,
blogging while waiting for her.

aper dahh....
ahaha!

okay so yesterday marks the end of the hectic schooling days.
although the official date for last day of school is somewhere in october.
but who cares.
i'll take it as the last day for me.
ahahaha!

and erm,today will be out,
breaking fast with those idiots.
ahaha!
maybe at adam? or maybe simpag bedok?
uhm i don't know uh.
knowing them for 5 years already.
i supposed plans would change later..

uhm what else?
school have ben tiring.
been skipping way too much lessons.
argh shit!
exams are next week and what have i done,to equip myself with?
NOTHING!

well i guess,
may the luck be with me during those promos.

18 missed calls,
and she's been complaining about it.
=)

i realised i' m craving of lots of things lately
this is what i hate about fasting month.
there's lots of stuffs which i want to do.
But i'll get some setbacks like being lazy or so.

today will be off to studying and hopefully
will study lar.
hopefully the air-con at the library will have some mercy,
and not be too cold.

erm i think i want and need to go look for some stuffs,
as soon as possible.
because, i'm just done with online window shopping.
argh! i can feel the itch on my hand to burn those moneys lar.
mampos!!

anyway,
i'm not to blame for
getting you hook on online shopping okay!

The Lost Art of Dating.

i' m attracted to this week's article of IRP.
somehow i quite agree on what's written in that article.
some of the examples are as follows :

Technology has hanged the way men and women get together.
" i know that kids in college are IM-ing each other for late nights booty calls"
"Everyone is walking around with a cell phone,which makes means of communication, meeting up and hooking up,easier. "

Dating can go wrong. Don't let the bad experience become larger than life itself. Let some time go by, get the perspective of trusted friends on what went wrong,develop a new strategy if need be, then get back in the saddle. Avoidance can become a problem in and of itself. Above all, don't take rejection personally. After all,that person may have done you a favor.

Ahahaha!
okay i'm done with it.
although i'm not a veteran when it comes to dating,somehow i do agree with everything that is in the paper uh.
ahah!
but sometimes its good to be picky and choosy. =)

actually kn,
i dunnoe what to update on uh.

hmm.
its down to a week before exam.
and i swear i'll flop it lar.
there's not even any preparations done to face it.

partly because i'm getting sick lately,
and in turns,
it prevents me from studying.
hmm,mampos aready uh!

Manchester United Vs Everton.
Like finally the red devils are getting their winning streak.
although its been a hat-trick of 1-0 wins.
but who cares?
its still the 3 points which matters.
ahaha!
all thanks to Nemanja Vidic.
Man u number 15.
ahaha!

woits bum!
no worries i'm feeling much better as the days passed by.ahaha!

Those moments spent with you,
i' ll take it as a step to get to know you closer,
Those moments of little conflicts,
makes me understand you better.

i' m sorry about yesterday.
i don't know why to why i' m behaving that way.
its wrong i know,
Whatever it is i' m glad,
you forget about everything.
its good.
i' m smiling more now.

what happened in the past shall be laid to rest.
now its a new adventure.

Today,
i think its normal.
because things won't go according to what we've plan for right?

so we sat,
we talk,
about stuffs.

urm, i think i won't talk much.
because its for public viewing and i shall pen my thoughts elsewhere,
yeah maybe in my phone?
ahaha!

anyway i do keep a diary in my phone.
walioo.,like girl siak keep diary.
but never mind.
who cares rite?

urm okay.
still got what to blog about huh?
i think schooling life?
erm,not much different uh.
just that i can't wait for exams to be over and,
tadah....
its a period to take a break.
actually i've been taking a break since last time uh.
ahahahha!

ouh well,
Exams please be over soon.
and Fasting month.
please get by soon also.
ahaha!

Didn't i say nothing will happen tonight?
take control of your mind and everything will fall into place alright?
Whatever it is,
just chill aite. =)

i won't be a dissapointment.

Yesterday was a Family Day.
ahah!
went JB for diner,and collected my Hari Raya's Outfit.
i think i prefer wearing white colour uh.
but nevermind,
i'm only going to wear it once during the Hari Raya,
on the first day and maybe on the day,going jalan-jalan with friends.

hmm speaking of it
next week is a ready the fasting month.
ouh fuck!
must behave siol!
ahahahaha!

bla bla bla..
i think today must at least open my books uh.
i just remembered i have the GP paper which needs to be completed.
mcm pantat siak!

it was a surprised to see your name there, Garfield. ahaha!

okay today,
i was out.
went all the way to harbourfront just to have late lunch.,
which i think may be stupid.
ahaha!
but nevermind,at least i'm early and on time.

after lunch proceed to Vivo City,to check the timings.,
but somehow its all fully booked,
therefore we ended up at Plaza Singapura.
watched the Rat Cook.
i think its worth watching uh, some parts are funny,
ouh yeah before that,
went people watching along orchard road,
when something did happen.

seriously i dun understand this kind of people.
idiots!
[i rather keep my comments to myself]

okay anyway back to the events of today.
caught a late show which starts at 2135?
ahah!
Ouh,while walking around Plaza Singapura,
we saw lots of cartoon character which could be assoiciated with her.,
but nevermind,you know i'm joking kn,but dun take it to hart ar k.
but i think that green monster really look like you uh.
ahahha!

after buying the tix then i realised that i might miss the last train home.
and how true it is,
i did missed it.
luckilly for me,parents was at Jalan Kayu,
therefore,i got a ride home.
ahaha!

and also,
i just realised that the Bidadari Station could not be opened.
ahaha!
kesian siak,like very not up to date.

erm what else?
okay yesterday planned to play badminton with those people.
but its a windy night yesterday.
therefore,played soccer instead.
ahaha!

after playing,went slacking at birdnest.
its been a long time since i slacked with them.
since i PS the whole group last week.
argh! lantak uh aper nk jadi, jadi uh.
i'll still be the same me.

for tomorrow,
i think its JB time.
ahaha!
but still have finish studying uh.
i only did my Plate Tectonics part.
Left the Urban part.
hmmm.....

keep on wondering cause,
i think having a little suspense is nice.
ahaha!

the advantages of studying at Airport.
i got to see:
-pilots
-airplanes,
-stewards,
-stewardess.

and somehow,all of these people which i saw,motivates me to study more,
and achieve my long term goals.
ahaha!

okay last night was spent with her at Terminal 2,Macs.
and i think this time round i really do some studying uh.
i did Geography and also maths.
ahaha!
nxt time rite, dun doubt my words k.
nanti sendiri mengamuk.
ahahha!

so this week,
its a one week off from school,
which also means,i'm left with 2 more weeks in MI!
this important 2 weeks.
maybe i've peaked at the wrong timing.,
but nevermind,
i'll just do what i can lar huh.

i think lately,i've been going to airport quite frequent.
was there on Sunday night i think?
yeah.then went home with nas.
talk some things.
like so long never talk about stupid random stuffs.
ahaha!

ar shit. i'm bored lar.
but nevermind.
going to play badminton with the people's later.
hopefully all are present.
and hopefully,they are no longer angry at me for PS-ing them
the other time.
till then see yeah,.

next time,no matter how angry or cheated u feel,
can u please stop throwing things around.
ahaha!
and i did prove you wrong,
and please eh,you yourself admit that method is much more easier compared your
number line method.
ahaha!

pictures of yesterday.,
ahah!
but still not all present lar.
so i guess the chalet will be able to see all of them back again.


so today what's the plan.
erm yeah,planned to study,but doubt so coz that garfield will,
laugh at the smallest thing,and in turn,
will get me distracted.
ahah!
so you better not laugh too much can?
ahaha!

other tha that,
Nas ask me along to go the army open house.,
but doubt i'm going.
ahah!
so find me after that lar huh.
ahaha!


erm tommorow its sunday sia!
ahaha!
=)
and the following is a holiday.
but still got extra classes.
ahaha!
but nevermind,3 weeks jer kn?
the very most is retain uh.
ahah!