i skip school to attend the teacher's day concert in my ex school.
argh!!not really happening uh.
actually i could have slept longer and not go anywhere.
ahah!

and its nice to see the whole group just now.
all with different styles.
different schools and different lifes aready.
but never the mind,there'll be a gathering soon i think.
if there will,just come aite.
ahaha!

okay the whole week was about school.,
and ended up at RC for the night,
ahah! 3 weeks to exam.
ermm,and nothing's been done to prepare for it.
ahah!

wahaha.
cannot wait for this Sunday uh.
cousin holding an open house,
cause parents not in,
ahaha!
so aper lagi lar kn..
ahaha!
tea break time.=)

ouh its nice to have a family reunion.
played bowling last week i think.
ahaha!
fun beb! iwanna bowl again.
ahaha!
and i'm missing my little cousins.
but somehow when they're around,
i'm lazy to entertain them uh.
ahaha!

erm,what else?
i'm bored of updating uh actually.
ahaha!
so yeah till then aite.
hoi bird.,aku nk gambar!!!

and one thing's for sure,
i'm having fun everyday i should say.
ahah! =).

i dream of flying.
but the question is, i'm not working towards it.
argh!!
why amir?

okay,so its been a week past.
and i'm left with 1 month to study.
mampos!
ahahaha!
hmm.

but at least i have something to look forward to kn,
when going to school.
ahaha!
okay today was the concert night.
didn't go as i was sleeping.
cinemas didnt do us a favour
therefore somehow, i ended up at sengkang.
ahaha!

bla bla bla.
at birdnest then proceed to birdnest.
aiya,like no life sia.
ahah!

why must you make feel like this.
arghh!!!
= )

Make yourself free during november aite.
towards the end,ahah!

okay talk to Bob about the chalet thingy.
and most probably would be confirm.
argh!! really cannot wait uh!
ahah!
and arfah,i understand you have a certain request eh?
ahah!

so today.
was down with RC together with her,
Harry and Pika and the rest,
those normal people.
ahaha!

tried studying but failed totally.
ouh fuck!
i got disturb like nobody's business sia today.
ahah!
nevermind,maybe tonight's is my turn uh!
which is so wrong timing lar.
ahah!

okay so what else?
school for today is okay.
but shit lar,
tmrw still got MDIS,
suwar!!!!
ahahahaha!

well i think that's all for now lar,
wait for anymore updates then ahah!

yeap,i tracked back those moments caused its saved
automatically under my chat log.
ahah!
erm i dunnoe that flinstones loved spraying water eh?
ahah!
and please,watever nonsense you saw just now,just keep it to yourself okay?
ahahaa!

i can't deny this but,
i just love the feeling having you around uh.
someone tell me why pls. =)

I was out yesterday,
wanted to watch Hanis performed therefore left home early.
but somehow somewhere.,
someone decide to be a bombay citizen uh.
so that's why,sorry hanis i didn't go for your concert.
ahah!

okay was at esplanade with her and nas from about 4?
somewhere there lar.
then joint by S & J.[Shahrul and Jannah]
at LJS.

then proceed to City Hall to pick pika up.
dah macam Tuan putri eh kau?
nk kene orang ambik sumer.
ahahah!
okay then to esplanade.
stand at dunnoe where.

waited for the stupid fireworks for dunnoe how long lar.
pantat btl!
ahah!
but finally the fireworks did appear lar.
its worth the wait i should say.
erm okay, after everything's done.
its time to play scavenger hunt!
ahah!
yeap., search high and low for.
-sharmizan
-hazwan
-Fadhil
-Ridhwan
-Melanie.

ahahh!
okay then after that is the next part of our scavenger hunt game.
erm its to locate a place to eat.
first stop was at LJs but full,
so talk of going Lau Pa sat. it think that's the way it spelt ar?
but somehow we ended up somewhere else.
so yeah,the 6 of us ended up at harbourfront. reached there only at around 11 plus?
nak mampos?
ahahah!
after which,we eat,smoke and slack
untill there is no more bus service left except for the no. 80
so,all of us boarded that bus and end up at sengkang.
ahah!
from there,luckilly aeng's bro pick us up.
dapat jugak balik.
and reached home at 2.
ahah!

erm today was the lepak session as per normal.
ahah!

okay i want to see the exhibit again ar can?
ahah!
you're lucky no one saw it okay.
but nevermind,i had fun yesterday.
ahah!
but i think you look better without those make ups.
=)

and lastly,its on 21 May 2007 to be exact
whereby everything started.

Suspension SUCK okay!
it can get a bit bored when you really have nothing to do.
seriously,i rather be going to class to slack rather than slack and rot during suspension.
ahaha!
erm,the past few days have been okay uh,
but i feel tired after all.
erm normal stuffs.,
went to RC,planned to do some studying, but as per normal.,
didn't did any.
ahah!

today,met her for movies,
since got no plans rite.
so just make one up uh!.
since no one's going marina to catch the fireworks in action.
okay so we watched Rush Hour 3.
watched at causeway point.
used that card for the first time and i swear its very leceh uh!
ouh,that flinstone spilled something kn.
ahahha!
funny and hilarious movie.
ahahaa.
but nice to watch uh!
next movie is i think it must be the Bourne Ultimatum.
ahah!


yeap,
saw some of her "friends" at level 3.
ahah!
poor thing ar,mass killing.=)
okay so after that is down to RC.
looks like a full house gathering.
but still not full uh.
Really hope that could get a chalet uh.
ahah!

ouh and nas said that the alumni could get a trip to Germany.
ahahah!
ouh shit,i couldn't wait for that uh.
ahah!
and i think that's for all lar.

i dunnoe why but i think you're asleep that's why you didn't reply.
ahah!
but nevermind,sick rite?
so its better for you to sleep.
Yeap i know and i don't get jealous soo easily okay.
ahah!
and if possible i'll send you home ar kay in future.
but depends on timing uh.
ahah!

its good to see those smiles back again.
really.
ahah!
ermm,AT LEAST smurf do wear something on the outside.
ahahah!
okay dah i won't be anymore mean to you by stating all those nicks which belongs to you.
ahah!
get well soon then.=)

Rush hour 3 anyone?
ahah!
i want to watch this movie lar.
so anyone free?
ahakz!

well yeah,
now i'm bored uh.
tried sleeping but couldn't.
ahah!
tonight will be the official night whereby the 07/08 EPL season kicks off.
ahah!
and i'm expecting some liverpool supporters at my place.
ahah!
yesterday night was one fun day.
never had i tasted life like this before.
ahah!
so maybe next time,when the family's out for holiday.
i dun think i'll be tagging along.
= )

okay what we do?
chill and playing PS2 throughout the night.
at around 2 went down with bob and did some slacking downstairs.
ahah!
therefore that's the reason to why i didn't reply.
and also my inbox is full and i couldn't receive the messages.
ahah!

at 0430,go to al-ameen accompanied those 2 cousins get some food.
and yeah i'm hungry lar.
hmm,i'm hook to the song lar.
ahahaha!
okay i think that's about it uh.
till then,
have fun!

Azri,Azim,Yani,Nas,Izzul,Shahrul,Sharmizan,Fadhli,Hazwan.
kept me company for the day.
slacked and chill here.
ahah!
because the parents not in town.and the house belongs to me.
yeah i know i'm posting something at 0620.
just because i couldn't sleep.
ahah!

okay so there's a latest addiction.
and i want the song lar!!
please anyone.
ahah!

okay back home
i don't wish to elaborate what happen.
what i know is.,
i get to catch the fireworks.
but again,not with the one i hope to.
ahah!
nevermind amir..
there's always next time?

erm ouh really?
proceed on with it then.
i'll take a step back if i must.
cause i dun wished to get involve in this tangle.

anyway.
congratulations.
i think you're almost there.
keep up the hard work.
i'm sure you'll get what you want.
so yeah.
good luck!

good boys do pray in school okay.ahah!
so yeah we prayed.and this is the picture which i wanted to upload.
but somehow that stupid phone played a trick.
know what.
as soon as we are done praying.
suhaimi whipped his phone out and snap a picture of us.
then i ask.,
" Ey,asl kau ambik gamba? sebab kiterang tak pernah sembahyang eh?"
then he said,
" Ye lar sial!"

ahaha.bastard rite?
ahahkz.

so i'm just awake.
got online but no one's there to talk with.
well its national day today.
ahah! which means there's fireworks.
ouh how great isn't it? Last year,all plans didn't go as per normal. Same goes for this year.
What the hell lar fuck!! Is it a curse or what? hmmm. well let it be then. i'll lose out for now.

okay school. it sucks!
i must admit that going to school everyday makes me feel weird. yeah but nevermind.
its only how many weeks left.
so i guess just endure lar uh.

why?
but nevermind. i'll ensure that i'll get my answers soon.
yeah soon.
not later.

morning part of the day is sucky to the core.
fuck!
it was just sucky lar.
inside me is like screaming,
there's this frustration!
but i don't know what is it.
it just spoilts my whole morning.

dun wanna talk about the NDP celebration.
cause yeah....

after school met the rest.
went for lunch,
then to birdnest.
slack and slack and slack.
and have fun talking to bob and nas.
like dunnoe when was the last time we talk in this manner sia.
its being ages i think.

well you guys just make me smile lar huh!
ahah!
cause i haven been smiling from morning.till at boots and shoes.
well while we're talking,
shahrul having fun with his scandal.
ntah aper ntah die bebual.

Lets talk about stuffs over coffee?
how about that uh?
sounds good?
well i'll notify you soon.
ahah!

there's something which i want to blog about.
there's a picture which i want to post on.
but shit!
the phone playing tricks lar cb!!!
why of all time must it be tongiht?
u fucking 6280!

ar kay
should i go school tomorrow or not ar?
if dun go,
can go meet those old mates.
argh!!!
dun go ar fuck!!!

the song which have been playing to the mood of mine.
the song have been playing in the
iPod of mine for dunnoe how many times.
ahah!
well the above is just a short part of the lyrics uh.
the rest i guess you just go download yourself lar huh.!
ahahkz.

okay so after school today.
actually thought of accompanying rusy to tampinese.
dunnoe what shit she wants to get.
ahah!
but somehow i messaged fadhli.
and asked whether he's free to just have a chat.
and he said okay.
so,
right after school.headed home.shower awhile.
and head down to 551.

so yeah.,
slacked and smoke.
a few minutes later.
ridhwan came and followed by aenng.
went to get a haircut and my hair looks like shit now.
ahah!
nothing to do wat,so just cut ar.!

erm yeah when i return to bob's place.
had soo much fun.
did some things boys will do lar huh.
reminds me of NCC room activities.
ahahahahhas.

ahuh.
so whatelse?
tried talking to bob.,
but simply couldn't cause the rest was so irritating ar.
pantat betol!!!!
ar but nevermind.
joint in the fun though.
ahah!

well okay.
something's been planned up.
but...
the decision on whether the
plan should be carried on or not still hang in balance.
for once...

Community shield 2007.
Manchester United vs Chelsea.
ahah!
the normal curtain raiser will be held tonight at the Wembly Stadium.
and that's partly i'm home tonight uh.
to watch soccer.

erm okay
seriously got no plans for today.
so tried studying out with aengg, dangdut and zahrin.
but somehow,
i forgot to bring my stuff.
as in fullscap paper and calculator.
so all i did was lepak!
as per normal.
ahah!
good.two days straight without studying.
how nice life can get uh?
ahah!

erm what else?
argh!!
dunnoe what to update ar.
so i think sampai disini sahaje lar eh.
ahahkz

and i think i now how i want to celebrate
my 18 bdae aready ar.
ahahahas..
okay so its 5 months left.=)


i never would,
i never could again.

a sentence from the latest addiction.Escape by muse.

neah,don't worry.
i'll try to keep to my words.

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Lepaskan segalanya
Lepaskan segalanya

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

-Menghapus Jejakmu, Peterpan-

somehow i'm addicted to this song uh.A catchy one never the less ahah!

a sucky saturday.
ouh yeah.
talking about weekends being the best day.
simply didnt have any plans for today sia.
and it sucks sia.

okay.
so met hazwan,ridhwan and melanie.
proceed to marina bay.
hoping to catch some fireworks.
but there isnt any.
damn it!!
walk till there then met nas and shahrul first before mizan joint us along.
ahah!
kesian dangdut eh!
ahah!

okay so yeah.
we slacked by the bay.
before that had our dinner at the top of marina square.
somewhere on the floor uh.
ahah!
met some people there.
farhan and hanafi.
ahakz!

so yeah dats basically it.

i'm not short.
its to be blame on my genes.
u wait i shall have more milk okay.
ahah!
shut up flinstone!!

well i'm bored!
therefore i decided to struck a conversation with mr Nur Muhd Yani.
ahahahas!!
yeah the so called uncle of mine.

and fuck u for that song okay.!
aahahahhas!
bloody sentimental sia!
okay dats all for today.
going out soon.
dunnoe whether will be back or not.
aagagaahahha!!

and yeah the monkey or giraffe or flinstone laughed too much
yesterday.
untill she almost cry lar huh.
ahah!!

i've got nothing to do,
therefore thought of blogging.
so lets replay what happened on tuesday.
so at 6 in the morning i got a call.

"Can you wake up?"
"ermm,okay." thats what i said to the caller.
thinking that i was seriously late.
rushed for the toilet,
get bath,changed and out of the house.
while in the car,i messaged the monkey.
and she was only at sengkang?
ahah!!
a prank which works well rite? uh monkey!
ahaha!!

and today,
was late.
7 missed calls.ahaah!!
sorry couldn't wake up.
until your brother also give up on trying rite?
ahahaha!!
so yeah,as per normal.
rushed to school.
was on the brim of coming late.
but luckilly not.
but still get a talking from the DM.
and my HT thought i skipped school.
pantat!!

bla bla bla.
i slept while waiting for her to messaged.
like waiting for a fruit which never drops sia.
ahahaha!
so yeah.,picked my lazy self up at around 7.
and was late again.
didnt joint nas and mizan cause i hate libraries ar.
damn cold okay.
so ended up at RC after having dinner.
erm yeah, dats all lar basically.

and i'm trying to keep track with school works by at least completing my assignments lar.
but shit.
too much ar.
i simply can't balance studies and play.
but seeing the rest of the clowns study.
somehow it influences me as well to study.
ahah!

and i want to be a pilot lar fuck!
any kind,be it a commercial one or a pilot in the air force.
ahah! =)

so yeah she had been so called bullied for 6 nights straight.
ermm poor thing uh?
i think she is afraid of taking bus with me lar uh?
due to some reasons rite?
ahaha!
so next time dun sleep okay?
cause u'll never know whether i'm still beside you or not.
ahahahha!!