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2007-11-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

after how many weeks of waiting.
finally gonna jalan raya for today, although its only a perjumpaan hari raya.
but who cares,i'm gonna have fun smoking and all.
haha!
and nothing,nothing is going to piss me off.
not a single thing...
hmph.

2007-11-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

Half of the day was spent at home. doing nothing basically.
woke that bum up at 7, and went back to sleep.
and woke up at 1130 hours. which results in me not going for the S5 jalan raye thingy.
had nothing to do. therefore i look for something to keep myself occupied.
looking at the mess in my room, i decide to do a mini-clean up of my room.
she called me a gay, just because i'm cleaning my room.
idiot!

slacked at home until she's done with netball, met her at marsiling station.
surprisingly she's early, just because of some reason. well i almost have to treat u for movies tomorrow siak, because i'm on the brim of reaching late!
but luckilly, she was in the train, heading to marsiling.
haha!
maybe i must set this conditions, everytime we go out.
hahaha! deal?

she ate, and we went for movies, just to burn time. padehal, tomorrow going movies again siak!
mampos!
its been awhile since i last watch those Hong Kong movies, with Andy Lau acting.
hahaha! so in my opinion,its a nice movie.
ouh by the way, the title of the movie is, Brothers.
and tomorrow will be, The Game Plan.

done with that,
tomorrow will be the results.
i'm rather calm about it though, not because i cant be bothered, but, no point sweating over it.
because, i've done my best, in writing those letters, and its up to the school to decide.
whatever the results is, it won't spoil my day for tomorrow!!

alright, done with blogging.
i'll try to update daily.

someone, missed out.
and i got you. =)

2007-10-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

Like finally, school is done till next year.
Thursday will be the day, the results about my appeal will be made known.
hmph.

back from Nas crib. before that, headed to club, after about a year of not going there.
haha!
played Winning Eleven, and i was the winner for the day. haha!
anyway, went there just to submit a form, however, upon reaching,
i was given another form, the Trainer form.
and so it means that i need to get it signed, and made another trip to seletar just to hand in the form.!
pantat!

and tomorrow, 07S5 will go raya-ing.
but i feel damn shagged uh!
thus, i don't think i'll be joining, because i feel like sleeping the whole day.
haha!

what else to update on huh? sometimes i feel like to just closed this blog down,because i don't seem to update daily anymore. so what's the point of having a blog right?
and i'm feeling so tired.
i need sleep, wake up damn early uh today, just to go school.

25102007.
Aloha Loyang,=) and i've yet to get you something.
hmph.
" i know where i belong"
sounds familiar? and you've yet to answer my question!=)

2007-10-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

Retention!.
For the First time in my whole education life, that was what is being stated inside my report card. and it suck okay the feeling! it suck being asked to leave, although i expected it.argh! its just difficult to say uh. the embarassement of to tell people that i'm being asked to leave is too much to bear. but what to do? i brought it upon myself!

so yeah, both my HT talked to my dad just now. and somehow i feel damn hopeless lar,to give him this kind of stuffs on his birthday. but neah, cannot regret too much. i won't lose to him in any way.
and so, i've decided to give another shot at A levels. the thought of leaving 07S5 is kinda of sad. although i'm always missing in actions, from all their "meetings", but still, they are my classmates for the year of 2007.

If everything goes well, i will be starting school again next year. i'll be restarting my education life next year. i need to do well. i need to be flying up there, among the best pilots in the world!
wearing those coats is something i've dreamt of always.

so today its her birthday, unfortunately, i've not much photo of me and her, to upload. haha!
so yeah, will be going to chalet tomorrow with the boys.!
other than that, i wanna slack on the bed.

i think we should take some pictures together uh! hahaha!

2007-10-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

The day started with a smile.
in the middle,it was a bit rough.
but,after whatever have happened.
the day ended with a smile too.

enough said.
i'm feeling bloated now. there's something
wrong with my tummy.
shit!

=)

2007-10-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

its the 21st of October 2007.
there's just some unexplained feelings in me.
imagine waking up from a long sleep.
and u've got a new message in your inbox.
and that message is something sweet.
isn't it nice?
=)

and i'm loving every single part of it.

2007-10-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

I want to upload photos. But i'm lazy to upload them.so wait for the moment whereby i'm no longer lazy alright. this weeks update on the events.

i realised i've been watching lots of movies lately. Because i've time to burn.=) but i guess, i need to start on math sooner rather than later. get it done,and i'll be off shopping maybe?
talking about shopping,got myself a Man U polo-t. and someone's unhappy about it.
which i guess makes her somehow moody?
hahahah!

and SYFC called,saying that my application for the pilot license is still pending,waiting for my results. what the hell uh! just a difference by a grade, and i can't embark on piloting lessons.
fucking shit! but nevermind,the opportunity is still there for me to grab! haha!

Something unexpected happened,i can't remember whether is it today or yesterday, but i think it was today though.okay,so this is how the story goes. we were on our way home,from lunch i think. boarded the train at Orchard mrt. we were standing,and infront of us was 2 childrens, and there were two ladies standing beside me. suddenly she asked,

" are they your kids?"

i swear i was stunned uh. and all that bum knew was to laugh! it was the dumbest question ever uh!
So today,my phone rang at 9,and i was awake eversince. travelled all the way to Vivo,just to buy my slippers,stuffs,snap lame pictures! before heading to town to settle kenneth's present.
bought a box and the tracing paper i think, then headed to Sakura for lunch. and then she's off to school and i'm off to kenneth's condo.
played a game of truth. and rashid, thanks for being frank. and i know i've been leaving you guys behind. i'll try to work on it alright.
stayed till about 10. and that's where we decided to get a late night supper. and off to Al- Ameen. and then homed!

Ouh i need to get some stuffs!as soon as possible! hahaha!
and tomorrow might be going out again. suddenly i feel like going out just to walk-walk aorund uh.! and my lips are hurting lar!!!!

we've come this far. some of the things we've done, i've never done it to any other girls.
and i'm not that heartless to do such a thing to you.That's a thing of the past. and you promised me to forget about it right? well i'm glad you did.=)

hold me through the night,and put me to bed everynight,will you?

2007-10-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

For now,there's just only one thing which i missed the most.
my secondary school life.
how i wished i could just stay there and not grow.
because tertiary level just sucks!

2007-10-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

How fast time flies huh.
its been already the 3rd day of Hari Raya.
haha.
so as per normal.
first day was with the dad's side. the second,with the mum's side.
which is rather dull because all my cousins are little kids.and i'm left to be on my own to mingle with the aunts.haha.! but nevermind,i still get those green packets.haha.=)

and today went all over to Pasir Ris and then Bukit Batok. but i should say,this year celebrations isn't that exciting as how i expected it to be.
and don't think will be going out with friends though,due to the upcoming exams. bastard!
i've wanted to update more of some stuffs. but somehow my ideas got stuck. therefore this entry shall be a boring one then.

imagine going visiting with those eyebags around.nk mampos? haha
and i suck at photos uh!

Banyak gadis cantik sini sana
Macam mana aku boleh suka
Pada si dia dewi jelita.

2007-10-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

alright people.
yesterday was sucky to the core, for some reasons.
well,i hate getting nagged early in the morning.
well who doesn't right?

ouh yesterday SYFC came down to school.
and my application is still pending.
what the fuck lar.
just because of the stupid Math, my application still hangs in the balance.
well at least i'm not asthmatic,cause if i'm one,
then, there goes my dream.
i need to start training for the Fance championship.
train hard if i want to be there.
well who doesn't?
its Europe i'm talking about.=)

ouh and today is Hari Raya.
well just came back from the prayers.
as per normal,gonna eat first, bla bla bla...
and those 3 boys is at kampong. sian!
and yes ah! going to meet the cousins.
and possibly tea breaks.=)

last night was at yani's house to collect lauk.
sometimes its weird that why my dad's side got lots of boys.
and little girls.
but nevermind.
i like it that way.
we bond easier.
haha!

okay dah.
i need to go have my food.
last night was a hungry night siak!
and i slept late!
ahahah!
because someone was bored.

i like those cartoon behaviour of yours,
because i have something to laugh about.=)

2007-10-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

i realised i have not been updating much.
because i'm just lazy!
well this weeks event.

Monday and Tuesday was reserved way before hand for a shopping trip with that bum!
ahah! so yeah,she brought her cousin along due to some reasons. and he was afrad of me? just because my face look fierce? neah,i think, people whom don't know me may think that i'm fierce.
hahaha.

so yeah.walked around town. We went Vivo, and i swear she spent a few minutes at the Forever 21 store.just looking at accessories? nk mampos?
i got bored,walked into Topman and got a piece of shirt for myself.
and then,from Vivo,back to Orchard. and i got a Polo-T this time round.
and lastly, dinner was at REX.
that's for monday.

For Tuesday.
she was tired of shopping and just wanted to seat and slack around.
okay,went Vivo again. this time round for movies.
dinner was at Secret Recipe.thought of getting the cake since its been months since i had them.
but then again,i'm too full.
so yeah,smoke and stuffs.
and then back home.
uhm did i mention abt Jindabyne being a slow movie?
ahahaha!
but nevermind,at least the other part of the day is fun and relaxing isn't it?
=)

Wednesday is just a stupid day lar.
i rather spend time sleeping at home.
rather than doing some stuffs in school.
pantat!
and also went buke with the people
from secondary school.
but still not full house lar.
maybe later when jalan raye uh k?
hopefully.

Thursday.
was out watching Mr Woodcock at causeway.
okay uh.funny show.
but one thing's for sure. the air-con there is freezing cold!
so she went diner at pizza while i go home.
this room needs to be fixed.
apparently,i don't know how to fixed them.
ahaha!

for tomorrow,it might be movies again.
ouh and tomorrow is malam raya.=) whereby i get to hear the takbir.
somehow everytime i listen to it,it gets sentimental ,sometimes. hmph.
so yeah,but tomorrow will be a fun day cause its a friday. haha!

this year i'll be wearing something which is brownish.
but i still like the last year colour uh,white or cream. i don't know.
cause i suck at identifying colours.
ahaha!
but nevermind.
i think i'll wear them again this year.
wahaha!
and i can't wait for the fasting month to be over.
ahah!

my bed time storybook, your blog.
its becoming a habit to read them before sleep every night.=)

2007-10-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

Back from a short outing with the cousin.
and it really was a short one.
due to his examination tomorrow.
the game between manchester united and roma.
ended by, manchester emerging as winners by a 1-0 goal margin.

i have the urged to blog. but somehow the ideas don't seem to be able to flow freely.
ouh yeah i just remembered.
i stumbled upon this article while reading the papers just now, its talking about how men could have trouble conceiving just because they bath with hot water.
Because regular hot tubs could hurt male fertitlity.

interesting? yeah very!
haha!
even the simplest thing on earth, such as bathing.could even cause a couple to not have childrens.hmph.

Ouh while on the way home.
took a train at Paya Lebar, and we past the Geylang area.
my god.its damn pack lar.
and i've promised to not go there unless i'm forced to.
haha!

Later will be out for movies. =)
and also soccer with the classmates.
some of them have been complaining that i have not been spending time with them.
haha!

alrite people.
i guess that's all for tonight.
there's another european game to watch.
and also to wake a BUM [here's my revenged] up =).

Your call[s] is a superb way to end a day.

2007-10-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm in the middle of watching the game at Old Trafford.
there is some free time,its half - time now.
therefore i've decided to write a short post.
ouh and if you people don't know.
its a game between;
Manchester United and Roma.
i still do remember the thrashing of 7-1, last season.

well,compared to last season's team.
its more exciting to watch last season's team. Maybe this new team have not realy get used to each others playing style.
there's some new additions to the squad. Wingers like Nani. Midfield Hardman, Owen Hargraves[ i don't realy know how to spell his name] not forgetting the attacking midfielder, Anderson and also, Carlos Tevez.
more on Premier League.
Frankly i feel the sacking of Jose came as a shock.
at first,i thought the press was playing a prank.but it turn out to be true.
well, to be fair.,he is a great manager.
Lastly, Arsenal is a team to watch for now.
but still, i'm still a true fan of Manchester United.
its ben years since i've start supporting them.

So today, after school didn't went for the briefing on science SPA.
i've sort of made my mind on my plans for next year.
and so, i can't wait for the festive seasons and also for school to be over with.

after the exams.
went home and had a short nap.
those boys really thought that i was going out and i had pangseh them?
ahah!
but neah,i was at home. resting.
after a long while, went for MDIS.
and now i've a stack of papers which needs to be
done.

i'm back to watching the game.
its done with half time.
see yeah people.

you've got me lost for words.=)

2007-10-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

Chemistry was a disaster,so as for geography and all the other subjects.
well,go to hell with all of that.
what's done can't be changed.And tomorrow shall mark the end of Promotional Exam 2007.
i've drafted a list of events which should be done,there are a few which is compulsory.
Hari Raya will be approaching soon. and my room's still not clean. the bedsheet's still unchanged and one of my pillow is without a case. well what do you expect from a guys room?

This is what i hate about festive seasons,because it means spring cleaning. I'm totally in a holiday mood, like why can't school just end now? hmm.
I think i want and need to ride a plane. Its been so long since i'm onboard.
Wednesday will be breaking fast with that idiotic uncle cum cousin of mine. its been a long overdue date for the both of us.haha!

actually that's all that i've wanted to blog about.
other than that,its more of a personal story.
But neah,i won't reveal much. as this is a public blog.

i woke up, not even a single missed call. But,i've expected it,i brought it upon myself.
amir,amir...
and i swear i don't feel like going to school,to sit for a freaking paper lar this morning.
i came,reached Bukit Batok around 0745 hours.
slacked awhile at the bus interchange. waited for about 10minutes before lining up for 941.

Did or scribbled rather,all nonsense stuffs on my exams script.I can't do much. I did nothing to prepare for chemistry. In fact,I don't even know why i took that freaking subject.

After that paper,time was spent at library with Rashid and Ariffin before being joint by my other classmates. yeah,so that's basically it.

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady

-Mockingbird by Eminem-
[ i guess you know why this part of the lyrics is being posted]

and ouh, you asked
"why am i so mean to make you look spastic while you're alone"

well here's my answer to you.
"i'd rather you smile alone,than you cry alone."

2007-09-29T03:01:00.000+08:00

fuck lar.
its 3 am and i can't sleep.
knn btl!

i feel like sleeping.
but i can't.
i feel like smoking
but i can't.
i feel like going downstairs.
but i can't.
argh!!
this sucks boy!

2007-09-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

Exams gonna be over soon.
the festive seasons are nearing.
its been 2 weeks since the day i start fasting.
so it means all that's left is another two weeks.

Monday was General Paper.
Tuesday was Mother tongue.
Wednesday was Math.
and this coming..

Monday will be Geography and Chemistry.
Tuesday will be Physics.
well like what's been stated earlier,
i've screwed them all.

yesterday was out.
from woodlands to airport,
airport to woodlands.
because apparently someone could not study and focus.
well anyway,you can never study with me around.
so back to the topic.
went to watch Balls Of Fury.
well its a okay-okay kind of movie i should say.
just pick a movie to watch as.,
the movie which i really wanted to catch, is not applicable for my age.
damnation!
and the movie is..
Shoot em' up.
why must it be rated as M18?

today was spent at Shaw.
as per normal, she got disturb.
well its becoming more of a formality for you to get disturb right?

The other day,
i don't how but somehow,
the topic of migrating is being brought up by my both my parents.
argh!
simply can't wait for that day to come!
ahakz.
hopefully it will come lar huh. =)

and i need a shopping list uh.
but i'm lazy to shop for stuffs.
hmmm....

sometimes i do wonder what's my status.
single or taken?
but i guess its more of taken uh, isn't it? =)

ouh before i forget.
the 4D number of the month.
6113.

2007-09-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

ouh shit.
i think i've screwed up this upcoming exams lar.
like i've totally have no sense of urgency to sit and study for it.
hmm, not the matter.
i don't quite care either.
i need to draft something out should plan A fails.
at least there is a plan B.

well i should be studying now,
but who cares.
tomorrow's maths paper and i'm sure i'm not prepared at all for it lar.

maybe my future lies elsewhere.
maybe.
who knows.

sometimes i do wonder why
u find joy spending time with me.
cause all i ever do is to disturb and get you irritated rite?
except for some moments when i do get serious lar..
AHAHAAH
but then again.
i will never get serious with you around.
but nonetheless,
its great having you around. =)

2007-09-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

well,here i am again.
blogging instead of facing my books.
well,well,well.
todays event.
yeap i did go to woodlands library with her,
but then again,she decided to be the irritating one, and continue disturbing over what we talked about on the phone the night before right bum!
and i think you've something for her kn?
cause you don't seem to be able to forget her rite?
ahaha!

okay so today was late for the meet up.
damn idiotic bus.
i've waited for 40 mins before the bus came.
pantat!
hmm,as the story goes..

met the people's:
- Nasri
- Fadhli
- Hazwan
- Ridhwan
- Sufi
- Azri
- Sharmizan
- her

apparently she was the only girl tagging along,because the other girls
could not make it.
like what i've said in my previous post,
we planned to go to adam road for break fast,
but instead.
we ended up at Sempang Bedok.
well,one thing about going out with them is to
never be punctual and expect some changes in the plan.
ahaha!
so yeah, ate, slacked, teabreaks.
seat and chit chat.
and they had fun disturbing me.
basket!
after doing all of the above,
got tired of seating there,
therefore we proceed to airport while she went home.
you better take good care of my iPod alright?
ahaha!

so at the airport.
seat and admires those planes.
the moment i got those wings on me,shall be the sweetest moment in life beb!

and i guess i must get back to the study table.
just do all those last minute works,
just before the exams.
and i seriously think that i won't make to the next level lar...
hmm.

ouh amir, please make it fast.
=)

2007-09-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to be at woodlands library,
studying my way through.
but somehow that bum woke up late..
and therefore,here i am,
blogging while waiting for her.

aper dahh....
ahaha!

okay so yesterday marks the end of the hectic schooling days.
although the official date for last day of school is somewhere in october.
but who cares.
i'll take it as the last day for me.
ahahaha!

and erm,today will be out,
breaking fast with those idiots.
ahaha!
maybe at adam? or maybe simpag bedok?
uhm i don't know uh.
knowing them for 5 years already.
i supposed plans would change later..

uhm what else?
school have ben tiring.
been skipping way too much lessons.
argh shit!
exams are next week and what have i done,to equip myself with?
NOTHING!

well i guess,
may the luck be with me during those promos.

18 missed calls,
and she's been complaining about it.
=)

2007-09-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

i realised i' m craving of lots of things lately
this is what i hate about fasting month.
there's lots of stuffs which i want to do.
But i'll get some setbacks like being lazy or so.

today will be off to studying and hopefully
will study lar.
hopefully the air-con at the library will have some mercy,
and not be too cold.

erm i think i want and need to go look for some stuffs,
as soon as possible.
because, i'm just done with online window shopping.
argh! i can feel the itch on my hand to burn those moneys lar.
mampos!!

anyway,
i'm not to blame for
getting you hook on online shopping okay!

2007-09-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

The Lost Art of Dating.

i' m attracted to this week's article of IRP.
somehow i quite agree on what's written in that article.
some of the examples are as follows :

Technology has hanged the way men and women get together.
" i know that kids in college are IM-ing each other for late nights booty calls"
"Everyone is walking around with a cell phone,which makes means of communication, meeting up and hooking up,easier. "

Dating can go wrong. Don't let the bad experience become larger than life itself. Let some time go by, get the perspective of trusted friends on what went wrong,develop a new strategy if need be, then get back in the saddle. Avoidance can become a problem in and of itself. Above all, don't take rejection personally. After all,that person may have done you a favor.

Ahahaha!
okay i'm done with it.
although i'm not a veteran when it comes to dating,somehow i do agree with everything that is in the paper uh.
ahah!
but sometimes its good to be picky and choosy. =)

actually kn,
i dunnoe what to update on uh.

hmm.
its down to a week before exam.
and i swear i'll flop it lar.
there's not even any preparations done to face it.

partly because i'm getting sick lately,
and in turns,
it prevents me from studying.
hmm,mampos aready uh!

Manchester United Vs Everton.
Like finally the red devils are getting their winning streak.
although its been a hat-trick of 1-0 wins.
but who cares?
its still the 3 points which matters.
ahaha!
all thanks to Nemanja Vidic.
Man u number 15.
ahaha!

and i think i'll get the number 15 for my next jersey.be it whatever jersey uh.
ahaha!
because i admires his style of play.ahaha!

woits bum!
no worries i'm feeling much better as the days passed by.ahaha!

2007-09-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Those moments spent with you,
i' ll take it as a step to get to know you closer,
Those moments of little conflicts,
makes me understand you better.

i' m sorry about yesterday.
i don't know why to why i' m behaving that way.
its wrong i know,
Whatever it is i' m glad,
you forget about everything.
its good.
i' m smiling more now.

what happened in the past shall be laid to rest.
now its a new adventure.

Today,
i think its normal.
because things won't go according to what we've plan for right?

so we sat,
we talk,
about stuffs.

urm, i think i won't talk much.
because its for public viewing and i shall pen my thoughts elsewhere,
yeah maybe in my phone?
ahaha!

anyway i do keep a diary in my phone.
walioo.,like girl siak keep diary.
but never mind.
who cares rite?

urm okay.
still got what to blog about huh?
i think schooling life?
erm,not much different uh.
just that i can't wait for exams to be over and,
tadah....
its a period to take a break.
actually i've been taking a break since last time uh.
ahahahha!

ouh well,
Exams please be over soon.
and Fasting month.
please get by soon also.
ahaha!

Didn't i say nothing will happen tonight?
take control of your mind and everything will fall into place alright?
Whatever it is,
just chill aite. =)

i won't be a dissapointment.

2007-09-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a Family Day.
ahah!
went JB for diner,and collected my Hari Raya's Outfit.
i think i prefer wearing white colour uh.
but nevermind,
i'm only going to wear it once during the Hari Raya,
on the first day and maybe on the day,going jalan-jalan with friends.

hmm speaking of it
next week is a ready the fasting month.
ouh fuck!
must behave siol!
ahahahaha!

bla bla bla..
i think today must at least open my books uh.
i just remembered i have the GP paper which needs to be completed.
mcm pantat siak!

it was a surprised to see your name there, Garfield. ahaha!

when everyone gets too full...
and yani, where's those boys pictures?

2007-09-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

Keep your hands of my girl!

okay today,
i was out.
went all the way to harbourfront just to have late lunch.,
which i think may be stupid.
ahaha!
but nevermind,at least i'm early and on time.

after lunch proceed to Vivo City,to check the timings.,
but somehow its all fully booked,
therefore we ended up at Plaza Singapura.
watched the Rat Cook.
i think its worth watching uh, some parts are funny,
ouh yeah before that,
went people watching along orchard road,
when something did happen.

seriously i dun understand this kind of people.
idiots!
[i rather keep my comments to myself]

okay anyway back to the events of today.
caught a late show which starts at 2135?
ahah!
Ouh,while walking around Plaza Singapura,
we saw lots of cartoon character which could be assoiciated with her.,
but nevermind,you know i'm joking kn,but dun take it to hart ar k.
but i think that green monster really look like you uh.
ahahha!

after buying the tix then i realised that i might miss the last train home.
and how true it is,
i did missed it.
luckilly for me,parents was at Jalan Kayu,
therefore,i got a ride home.
ahaha!

and also,
i just realised that the Bidadari Station could not be opened.
ahaha!
kesian siak,like very not up to date.

erm what else?
okay yesterday planned to play badminton with those people.
but its a windy night yesterday.
therefore,played soccer instead.
ahaha!

after playing,went slacking at birdnest.
its been a long time since i slacked with them.
since i PS the whole group last week.
argh! lantak uh aper nk jadi, jadi uh.
i'll still be the same me.

for tomorrow,
i think its JB time.
ahaha!
but still have finish studying uh.
i only did my Plate Tectonics part.
Left the Urban part.
hmmm.....

keep on wondering cause,
i think having a little suspense is nice.
ahaha!

2007-09-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

the advantages of studying at Airport.
i got to see:
-pilots
-airplanes,
-stewards,
-stewardess.

and somehow,all of these people which i saw,motivates me to study more,
and achieve my long term goals.
ahaha!

okay last night was spent with her at Terminal 2,Macs.
and i think this time round i really do some studying uh.
i did Geography and also maths.
ahaha!
nxt time rite, dun doubt my words k.
nanti sendiri mengamuk.
ahahha!

so this week,
its a one week off from school,
which also means,i'm left with 2 more weeks in MI!
this important 2 weeks.
maybe i've peaked at the wrong timing.,
but nevermind,
i'll just do what i can lar huh.

i think lately,i've been going to airport quite frequent.
was there on Sunday night i think?
yeah.then went home with nas.
talk some things.
like so long never talk about stupid random stuffs.
ahaha!

ar shit. i'm bored lar.
but nevermind.
going to play badminton with the people's later.
hopefully all are present.
and hopefully,they are no longer angry at me for PS-ing them
the other time.
till then see yeah,.

isn't it a beauty to see things from the above.
the beauty of flying. =)

next time,no matter how angry or cheated u feel,
can u please stop throwing things around.
ahaha!
and i did prove you wrong,
and please eh,you yourself admit that method is much more easier compared your
number line method.
ahaha!

when i see your smile,
tears run down my face..

2007-09-01T12:52:00.001+08:00

nas,amir,shahrul,azri and sufi.

the ladies

Amir and Danny

Kej and Crystals

pictures of yesterday.,
ahah!
but still not all present lar.
so i guess the chalet will be able to see all of them back again.

so today what's the plan.
erm yeah,planned to study,but doubt so coz that garfield will,
laugh at the smallest thing,and in turn,
will get me distracted.
ahah!
so you better not laugh too much can?
ahaha!

other tha that,
Nas ask me along to go the army open house.,
but doubt i'm going.
ahah!
so find me after that lar huh.
ahaha!

erm tommorow its sunday sia!
ahaha!
=)
and the following is a holiday.
but still got extra classes.
ahaha!
but nevermind,3 weeks jer kn?
the very most is retain uh.
ahah!

2007-08-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

i skip school to attend the teacher's day concert in my ex school.
argh!!not really happening uh.
actually i could have slept longer and not go anywhere.
ahah!

and its nice to see the whole group just now.
all with different styles.
different schools and different lifes aready.
but never the mind,there'll be a gathering soon i think.
if there will,just come aite.
ahaha!

okay the whole week was about school.,
and ended up at RC for the night,
ahah! 3 weeks to exam.
ermm,and nothing's been done to prepare for it.
ahah!

wahaha.
cannot wait for this Sunday uh.
cousin holding an open house,
cause parents not in,
ahaha!
so aper lagi lar kn..
ahaha!
tea break time.=)

ouh its nice to have a family reunion.
played bowling last week i think.
ahaha!
fun beb! iwanna bowl again.
ahaha!
and i'm missing my little cousins.
but somehow when they're around,
i'm lazy to entertain them uh.
ahaha!

erm,what else?
i'm bored of updating uh actually.
ahaha!
so yeah till then aite.
hoi bird.,aku nk gambar!!!

and one thing's for sure,
i'm having fun everyday i should say.
ahah! =).

2007-08-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

i dream of flying.
but the question is, i'm not working towards it.
argh!!
why amir?

okay,so its been a week past.
and i'm left with 1 month to study.
mampos!
ahahaha!
hmm.

but at least i have something to look forward to kn,
when going to school.
ahaha!
okay today was the concert night.
didn't go as i was sleeping.
cinemas didnt do us a favour
therefore somehow, i ended up at sengkang.
ahaha!

bla bla bla.
at birdnest then proceed to birdnest.
aiya,like no life sia.
ahah!

why must you make feel like this.
arghh!!!
= )

2007-08-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Make yourself free during november aite.
towards the end,ahah!

okay talk to Bob about the chalet thingy.
and most probably would be confirm.
argh!! really cannot wait uh!
ahah!
and arfah,i understand you have a certain request eh?
ahah!

so today.
was down with RC together with her,
Harry and Pika and the rest,
those normal people.
ahaha!

tried studying but failed totally.
ouh fuck!
i got disturb like nobody's business sia today.
ahah!
nevermind,maybe tonight's is my turn uh!
which is so wrong timing lar.
ahah!

okay so what else?
school for today is okay.
but shit lar,
tmrw still got MDIS,
suwar!!!!
ahahahaha!

well i think that's all for now lar,
wait for anymore updates then ahah!

yeap,i tracked back those moments caused its saved
automatically under my chat log.
ahah!
erm i dunnoe that flinstones loved spraying water eh?
ahah!
and please,watever nonsense you saw just now,just keep it to yourself okay?
ahahaa!

i can't deny this but,
i just love the feeling having you around uh.
someone tell me why pls. =)

2007-08-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

I was out yesterday,
wanted to watch Hanis performed therefore left home early.
but somehow somewhere.,
someone decide to be a bombay citizen uh.
so that's why,sorry hanis i didn't go for your concert.
ahah!

okay was at esplanade with her and nas from about 4?
somewhere there lar.
then joint by S & J.[Shahrul and Jannah]
at LJS.

then proceed to City Hall to pick pika up.
dah macam Tuan putri eh kau?
nk kene orang ambik sumer.
ahahah!
okay then to esplanade.
stand at dunnoe where.

waited for the stupid fireworks for dunnoe how long lar.
pantat btl!
ahah!
but finally the fireworks did appear lar.
its worth the wait i should say.
erm okay, after everything's done.
its time to play scavenger hunt!
ahah!
yeap., search high and low for.
-sharmizan
-hazwan
-Fadhil
-Ridhwan
-Melanie.

ahahh!
okay then after that is the next part of our scavenger hunt game.
erm its to locate a place to eat.
first stop was at LJs but full,
so talk of going Lau Pa sat. it think that's the way it spelt ar?
but somehow we ended up somewhere else.
so yeah,the 6 of us ended up at harbourfront. reached there only at around 11 plus?
nak mampos?
ahahah!
after which,we eat,smoke and slack
untill there is no more bus service left except for the no. 80
so,all of us boarded that bus and end up at sengkang.
ahah!
from there,luckilly aeng's bro pick us up.
dapat jugak balik.
and reached home at 2.
ahah!

erm today was the lepak session as per normal.
ahah!

okay i want to see the exhibit again ar can?
ahah!
you're lucky no one saw it okay.
but nevermind,i had fun yesterday.
ahah!
but i think you look better without those make ups.
=)

and lastly,its on 21 May 2007 to be exact
whereby everything started.

2007-08-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

Suspension SUCK okay!
it can get a bit bored when you really have nothing to do.
seriously,i rather be going to class to slack rather than slack and rot during suspension.
ahaha!
erm,the past few days have been okay uh,
but i feel tired after all.
erm normal stuffs.,
went to RC,planned to do some studying, but as per normal.,
didn't did any.
ahah!

today,met her for movies,
since got no plans rite.
so just make one up uh!.
since no one's going marina to catch the fireworks in action.
okay so we watched Rush Hour 3.
watched at causeway point.
used that card for the first time and i swear its very leceh uh!
ouh,that flinstone spilled something kn.
ahahha!
funny and hilarious movie.
ahahaa.
but nice to watch uh!
next movie is i think it must be the Bourne Ultimatum.
ahah!

yeap,
saw some of her "friends" at level 3.
ahah!
poor thing ar,mass killing.=)
okay so after that is down to RC.
looks like a full house gathering.
but still not full uh.
Really hope that could get a chalet uh.
ahah!

ouh and nas said that the alumni could get a trip to Germany.
ahahah!
ouh shit,i couldn't wait for that uh.
ahah!
and i think that's for all lar.

i dunnoe why but i think you're asleep that's why you didn't reply.
ahah!
but nevermind,sick rite?
so its better for you to sleep.
Yeap i know and i don't get jealous soo easily okay.
ahah!
and if possible i'll send you home ar kay in future.
but depends on timing uh.
ahah!

2007-08-16T03:43:00.000+08:00

its good to see those smiles back again.
really.
ahah!
ermm,AT LEAST smurf do wear something on the outside.
ahahah!
okay dah i won't be anymore mean to you by stating all those nicks which belongs to you.
ahah!
get well soon then.=)

2007-08-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

Rush hour 3 anyone?
ahah!
i want to watch this movie lar.
so anyone free?
ahakz!

well yeah,
now i'm bored uh.
tried sleeping but couldn't.
ahah!
tonight will be the official night whereby the 07/08 EPL season kicks off.
ahah!
and i'm expecting some liverpool supporters at my place.
ahah!
yesterday night was one fun day.
never had i tasted life like this before.
ahah!
so maybe next time,when the family's out for holiday.
i dun think i'll be tagging along.
= )

okay what we do?
chill and playing PS2 throughout the night.
at around 2 went down with bob and did some slacking downstairs.
ahah!
therefore that's the reason to why i didn't reply.
and also my inbox is full and i couldn't receive the messages.
ahah!

at 0430,go to al-ameen accompanied those 2 cousins get some food.
and yeah i'm hungry lar.
hmm,i'm hook to the song lar.
ahahaha!
okay i think that's about it uh.
till then,
have fun!

2007-08-11T06:14:00.000+08:00

Azri,Azim,Yani,Nas,Izzul,Shahrul,Sharmizan,Fadhli,Hazwan.
kept me company for the day.
slacked and chill here.
ahah!
because the parents not in town.and the house belongs to me.
yeah i know i'm posting something at 0620.
just because i couldn't sleep.
ahah!

okay so there's a latest addiction.
and i want the song lar!!
please anyone.
ahah!

2007-08-10T02:25:00.000+08:00

okay back home
i don't wish to elaborate what happen.
what i know is.,
i get to catch the fireworks.
but again,not with the one i hope to.
ahah!
nevermind amir..
there's always next time?

erm ouh really?
proceed on with it then.
i'll take a step back if i must.
cause i dun wished to get involve in this tangle.

anyway.
congratulations.
i think you're almost there.
keep up the hard work.
i'm sure you'll get what you want.
so yeah.
good luck!

good boys do pray in school okay.ahah!
so yeah we prayed.and this is the picture which i wanted to upload.
but somehow that stupid phone played a trick.
know what.
as soon as we are done praying.
suhaimi whipped his phone out and snap a picture of us.
then i ask.,
" Ey,asl kau ambik gamba? sebab kiterang tak pernah sembahyang eh?"
then he said,
" Ye lar sial!"

ahaha.bastard rite?
ahahkz.

2007-08-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

so i'm just awake.
got online but no one's there to talk with.
well its national day today.
ahah! which means there's fireworks.
ouh how great isn't it? Last year,all plans didn't go as per normal. Same goes for this year.
What the hell lar fuck!! Is it a curse or what? hmmm. well let it be then. i'll lose out for now.

okay school. it sucks!
i must admit that going to school everyday makes me feel weird. yeah but nevermind.
its only how many weeks left.
so i guess just endure lar uh.

why?
but nevermind. i'll ensure that i'll get my answers soon.
yeah soon.
not later.

2007-08-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

this picture looks style!ahah! mesti ar,thanks to my camera ar!ahahah

i think shahrul's into photography ar,cause he snaps this.

ermm potential fight?ahahaha. neah its danny btw.

used to be twin terrors.now seperated.one at millennia while the other Ngee Ann.

morning part of the day is sucky to the core.
fuck!
it was just sucky lar.
inside me is like screaming,
there's this frustration!
but i don't know what is it.
it just spoilts my whole morning.

dun wanna talk about the NDP celebration.
cause yeah....

after school met the rest.
went for lunch,
then to birdnest.
slack and slack and slack.
and have fun talking to bob and nas.
like dunnoe when was the last time we talk in this manner sia.
its being ages i think.

well you guys just make me smile lar huh!
ahah!
cause i haven been smiling from morning.till at boots and shoes.
well while we're talking,
shahrul having fun with his scandal.
ntah aper ntah die bebual.

Lets talk about stuffs over coffee?
how about that uh?
sounds good?
well i'll notify you soon.
ahah!

2007-08-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

there's something which i want to blog about.
there's a picture which i want to post on.
but shit!
the phone playing tricks lar cb!!!
why of all time must it be tongiht?
u fucking 6280!

ar kay
should i go school tomorrow or not ar?
if dun go,
can go meet those old mates.
argh!!!
dun go ar fuck!!!

2007-08-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
What you build you lay to waste.
There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

-In pieces by Linkin Park-

the song which have been playing to the mood of mine.
the song have been playing in the
iPod of mine for dunnoe how many times.
ahah!
well the above is just a short part of the lyrics uh.
the rest i guess you just go download yourself lar huh.!
ahahkz.

okay so after school today.
actually thought of accompanying rusy to tampinese.
dunnoe what shit she wants to get.
ahah!
but somehow i messaged fadhli.
and asked whether he's free to just have a chat.
and he said okay.
so,
right after school.headed home.shower awhile.
and head down to 551.

so yeah.,
slacked and smoke.
a few minutes later.
ridhwan came and followed by aenng.
went to get a haircut and my hair looks like shit now.
ahah!
nothing to do wat,so just cut ar.!

erm yeah when i return to bob's place.
had soo much fun.
did some things boys will do lar huh.
reminds me of NCC room activities.
ahahahahhas.

ahuh.
so whatelse?
tried talking to bob.,
but simply couldn't cause the rest was so irritating ar.
pantat betol!!!!
ar but nevermind.
joint in the fun though.
ahah!

well okay.
something's been planned up.
but...
the decision on whether the
plan should be carried on or not still hang in balance.
for once...

2007-08-05T18:39:00.001+08:00

Community shield 2007.
Manchester United vs Chelsea.
ahah!
the normal curtain raiser will be held tonight at the Wembly Stadium.
and that's partly i'm home tonight uh.
to watch soccer.

erm okay
seriously got no plans for today.
so tried studying out with aengg, dangdut and zahrin.
but somehow,
i forgot to bring my stuff.
as in fullscap paper and calculator.
so all i did was lepak!
as per normal.
ahah!
good.two days straight without studying.
how nice life can get uh?
ahah!

erm what else?
argh!!
dunnoe what to update ar.
so i think sampai disini sahaje lar eh.
ahahkz

and i think i now how i want to celebrate
my 18 bdae aready ar.
ahahahas..
okay so its 5 months left.=)

i never would,
i never could again.

a sentence from the latest addiction.Escape by muse.

neah,don't worry.
i'll try to keep to my words.

2007-08-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
Belah hati perhatikan sikapmu
Jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
Tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
Kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Lepaskan segalanya
Lepaskan segalanya

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
Usai sudah semua berlalu
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

-Menghapus Jejakmu, Peterpan-

somehow i'm addicted to this song uh.A catchy one never the less ahah!

smiles and stares.

photographer for the day,Ahmad SBS.

i hate flashes cause it makes my face look ugly.ahah!

a sucky saturday.
ouh yeah.
talking about weekends being the best day.
simply didnt have any plans for today sia.
and it sucks sia.

okay.
so met hazwan,ridhwan and melanie.
proceed to marina bay.
hoping to catch some fireworks.
but there isnt any.
damn it!!
walk till there then met nas and shahrul first before mizan joint us along.
ahah!
kesian dangdut eh!
ahah!

okay so yeah.
we slacked by the bay.
before that had our dinner at the top of marina square.
somewhere on the floor uh.
ahah!
met some people there.
farhan and hanafi.
ahakz!

so yeah dats basically it.

i'm not short.
its to be blame on my genes.
u wait i shall have more milk okay.
ahah!
shut up flinstone!!

2007-08-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

well i'm bored!
therefore i decided to struck a conversation with mr Nur Muhd Yani.
ahahahas!!
yeah the so called uncle of mine.

and fuck u for that song okay.!
aahahahhas!
bloody sentimental sia!
okay dats all for today.
going out soon.
dunnoe whether will be back or not.
aagagaahahha!!

and yeah the monkey or giraffe or flinstone laughed too much
yesterday.
untill she almost cry lar huh.
ahah!!

2007-08-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing to do,
therefore thought of blogging.
so lets replay what happened on tuesday.
so at 6 in the morning i got a call.

"Can you wake up?"
"ermm,okay." thats what i said to the caller.
thinking that i was seriously late.
rushed for the toilet,
get bath,changed and out of the house.
while in the car,i messaged the monkey.
and she was only at sengkang?
ahah!!
a prank which works well rite? uh monkey!
ahaha!!

and today,
was late.
7 missed calls.ahaah!!
sorry couldn't wake up.
until your brother also give up on trying rite?
ahahaha!!
so yeah,as per normal.
rushed to school.
was on the brim of coming late.
but luckilly not.
but still get a talking from the DM.
and my HT thought i skipped school.
pantat!!

bla bla bla.
i slept while waiting for her to messaged.
like waiting for a fruit which never drops sia.
ahahaha!
so yeah.,picked my lazy self up at around 7.
and was late again.
didnt joint nas and mizan cause i hate libraries ar.
damn cold okay.
so ended up at RC after having dinner.
erm yeah, dats all lar basically.

and i'm trying to keep track with school works by at least completing my assignments lar.
but shit.
too much ar.
i simply can't balance studies and play.
but seeing the rest of the clowns study.
somehow it influences me as well to study.
ahah!

and i want to be a pilot lar fuck!
any kind,be it a commercial one or a pilot in the air force.
ahah! =)

so yeah she had been so called bullied for 6 nights straight.
ermm poor thing uh?
i think she is afraid of taking bus with me lar uh?
due to some reasons rite?
ahaha!
so next time dun sleep okay?
cause u'll never know whether i'm still beside you or not.
ahahahha!!

2007-07-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

okay.,so i'm 'forced' to blog.
so yeah,today woke up.wen to bedok to get something.
unfortunately the clinic's closed.

so went home.
packed my stuffs,bathed and went off to nas place.
intend to study.but i guess.
mission unaccomplished.
ahah!!

well that's basically it lar for todays event.
and ouh maybe sunday night will be made a night for badminton ar kay clowns?
ahahahahas.

and yesterday,
went movies with her and her aunt.
which was surprising.
i swear i wasn't expecting your aunt lar.
ahahahhas.
okay watch Harry Potter,but i dun understand the show.
and i wasn't late.
i was rushing,although the movie start at 1030.
how nice rite?
ahahahahas.

okay dah.
dats all for today.

and i've posted something. ahah! and go and sulk alone on a tree about my new status aite. a good boy. ahaha!
okay azri.
since you complaint about no pics of you.
i find this photo and upload it just for you ar kay.
so stop complaining.
aaahahahahas.

2007-07-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

mizan and boonhan

shuhdah sufi amir

Woodgrove Student Leaders

its playtime people

well,sorry the pics ar uploaded a little bit late.
thanks aini for being the one with the camera.ahah!
well okay,i missed playing without them lar.them as in the girls.
normally they'll be there to see the whole team play.and snapping pictures away.
well,although all of us dun slack as a big group like we used to do,but please keep the contacts aite. may one fine day we gather back again.

erm today,i was having fun disturbing the monkey throughout the day,
ahah!
from right away after school,from the point we left school for macs,and to the point i send her off at the interchange,she was being "bullied" by me.ahaahas.!
poor thing. the little kid gets bullied.=)
so did you complained to your mum after all?
ahahhaa!!

okay so yeah,went home after having lunch with her,
didnt went for prayers today,because its raining.ahahah!
yeah stupid excuse,i know.
ahah!
she asked me to slacked in school but i didnt want to cause i wanted to sleep.
i need those sleeping hours back.
ahah!!

so yeah,made my way home,
get changed to home clothes,switch on the fan and went to dreamland,
till about late evening,when i was woken up by construction noises.
i swear i was damn irritated by it lar,i was having fun sleeping nicely,and those noises wake me up.
sian!!!
and coincidentally,my phone rang,
the monkey messaged,macam malas nak layan pon ader ar.
ahahas.! feel like off-ing the handphone and sleep.
but then i asked her to message when she's done.

so bla bla bla.
was late again.yeah again!
need to improve on my timings.
so it seems that those clowns have changed and all remained at home.not going out for the normal lepak session. so went to watch Simpsons.its funny and lame lar actually,well i just watch it for the fun of it though.
and tomorrow still got movie.

okay so here it comes to the part of the event of the day.ahakz!
i wont be mean and story tell it out here aite.
okay yeah,i accept its partially my fault by not telling you to alight,
ahaha,but as i was alighting,i felt why is it that it feels no one is behind me,
that's when i turned.
ahahhas.to see........
ahahaha
aahhahahas!!
okay i redeemed it by accompanying u back to woodlands okay.
so yeah she stared at a monkey while walking to nas void deck.
u shud bring that monkey home,so you can have something to hug at night.since you want a monkey so much rite.ahah!

okay enuf said.
i'm tired ad need to sleep.i dun wanna be late tomorrow.

obviously I'd laugh what rite. who wont?ahahahas. okay i'm not mean.its just plain unintentional.

2007-07-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

well life's been normal lately.
but hey,there's something which i want to really blog about ar.
but somehow i think its better for me to forget the idea of
doing so.
but yeah,maybe a short extract of what i really wanted to say.
i turned to look when i received those messages.=)

anyway,tomorrow's the dateline for
submission of the stupid malay project.
ouh fuck!!
i haven even do them lar sia!
how to pass up tomorrow?
fuck it lar.
ahah!!

erm what else?
ar,maybe about the lack of sleep?
yeah,i've been sleeping in class for about two days straight.
ahah!
okay so yesterday lepak plan went horribly wrong.
and i got pissed abit.
fucking hell!
and nas asked whether meeting them today or not.
ouh please,why not you guys planned it out properly,
then invite me over.

erm other than that,
i don't know what else to blog on.
so yeah,take care people.

2007-07-24T10:28:00.000+08:00

ouh fuck.!
can someone please tell me that school sucks big time!!!
now i really know that going there was a mistake.
ar fuck!
one year wasted.
CB lar amir.!

ahahahas.
okay so yeah done with that aready.
argh!!
very frustrating sia.
and yeah early in the morning aready got detetntion.
cause i skip school without concrete reasons.
fuck lar.
i'm gonna skip forver lar.
see how are u gonna give me detention.
damn it!

okay so yeah,
yesterday was a t nas crib with,
mizan,nasri of course,her,myself,bob,aengg and dangdut.
okay well actually all did their hmwork except for the monkey.
i dunnoe why girls when go to nas's place,
will tend to sleep.
ahah!
well,had kretek,sedap sikit tekak.
ahaha!.

okay so what else,
yeah we planned a chalet this november.
hopefully all of us could have a small reunion.
got to be confirm soon ar.
okay so i dunnoe on what to update.
gonna meet them soon.
then go meet her to pass the money.

neah,i dun see the link.
ahah!!
alar,i'll be well lar.
no worries.
ahakz.

2007-07-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

seeing everyone picking up their phone
after the game,
irritates me.
they seem to be checking whether there is any messages in the inbox.
what can i do?
I'm phone less.and i swear i hate the feeling k.
feel like.argh!!!!

and yeap,
went bob's place hoping that i could go online.
because i just want to.
cause i've been giving cold treatment remember?
about the tags?
if you do notice lar
ahah!

and that's why i wanted to go home.
just so that i can go online and talk to you.
and ermm,
about me saying different stories.
cause i have high egos and pride remember?
"at least ego aku tk setinggi kau?"
remember what azri said at birdnest?
=)

2007-07-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

sorry to rashid and the rest.
as i was sick today and could not make it for the tournament.
so yesterday played soccer at school.
was the earliest though.
had fun after the game at bob's crib.
although my frequency was wrong yesterday.
a little bit slow.
ahah!
cause some thoughts have been lingering without answers.

so yeah,went shopping for stuffs to cook
before proceeding to bob's crib.
cooked fried rice there.
ahahkz.
dah mcm picnic siak kat luar.
ahah!!
everyone was lying down.,
then eating fried rice.
ahah!

and yesterday was also the parents meet teachers session.
and i didn't take my report slip due to some reasons.
sometimes i do feel like quitting school and proceed to a polytechnic or ITE sia.
ahah!

okay bla bla bla.
woke up today with a different voice tone.
ahah!
cause i'm sick!
ahahkz.
ok done.
i don't know what else to blog about.
and aini,i want yesterday's pics.
and it does feel different playing "alone"yesterday lar.
cause normally,
the whole clan will be there.
snapping pics.
but unfirtunately,
there's only a handful which was there ar.
for the girls side,only
aini,crystal and bob[senior]
was there.
argh!!

i feel great after being able to go online.
and the reason why i went home,
is because of other stuffs.
not because i have a game today.,
but only those clowns know.
and it was a nice feeling after all.=)

Bukan Diriku

2007-07-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku
-bukan diriku,Samsons-

okay peeps.
traffordians back after don't know how many days of being
missing.
ahah!!
well school's been tiring especially on monday.
i dunnoe why but i just dun feel like going school on tuesday.
ahah!
so yeap
got my boots on Tuesday. simply could not wait for this
Friday lar fuck!
can time be fast forward and bring it to Friday,3pm.
ahahahahas.
walioo.,confirm kecoh sia.
after that confirm dunnoe lepak kat maner ntah.
maybe birdnest or bob's crib.

my throat's been irritating me.
too much phlegm inside i guess.
ermm so yeah today was Interhouse games.
and i didnt play cause simply i didnt bring my boots along.
wahahah.
so yeap,head back home after school.,and tried sleeping but only managed to sleep at around
4 plus.
ahah!!!
well wat else?
erm.,i guess the event of the week for me is this Friday ar.
be at Woodgrove field.
but Friday also spells trouble cause my dad will be dropping by school for the
teacher meet parents session.
but still,i'm not clear whether this Friday will there be school or not sia.
ahahkz.

well last two nights been great.
especially on monday night,when we went to Al-ameen.
ahahahahas.
fun but risky event.
ahak!!!
and i'm sure the monkey got scared throughout the whole ordeal.
aaahahahhas.
well,ader hari boleh buat lagi.
ahah!!!

well,its good that you have your senses back.
and do pls talk to him.
ahah!!!

2007-07-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

after recovering the moods.
i decide to do some blogging lar huh.
okay,erm how did the day go so far?
firstly wake up at around 12.
replied messages.
went online,and then call Mr Fadhli.
and he asked me to meet them at RC.
but knowing his bombay-timings.
i went to pick him up from his house indeed,
from there.
he said he wanted to pick up something at kej's crib.
so yeah we walked,not heading to fadhil's place.
but to the carpark.
ahah!

so yeah,had the privileged of riding in the car,
with bob as the driver.
ahah!
pantat nyer bob,aku ingat jalan kaki,skali naik kereta,
menyusahkn kawan ar lu!.
ahakz.

so yeap,
felt great though.
felt like abang abang aready sia.
ahahahs.
well,wait till everyone have their own vehicles.
confirm can travel from one end to another.

erm what else.
went RC to do the Maths assignment.
and then played Playstation at Bob's place.
bla bla bla.
slacked till about 11,
cause some idiots came messagings asking me to go home.
bloody fuck.
have your fun in wrecking my activities.
you can't enjoy them in 4 years time.
is that understood!!!!!

ouh yeah
the baby foods.
didn't monkeys have a special diet,
and that includes no Oreo's right,
oreo's are nice except for your case.
maybe you have a different taste bud than me lar huh.
ahah!

2007-07-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

Here i am again.
i've been getting lazier to update this past few days.
maybe could be blame to fatigue or a serious lack of sleep.
so today.
went over to Woodgrove Sec,
for the annually,WGS Champions League event,
and so yeah,last year's runner up didnt win it this time round.
but still a great job lar huh,
maybe luck's not on your side.

school's been tiring lately.
maybe i'm not used to the new timetable yet.
fortunately,there's not even a single day whereby i end at 5 plus.
but fuck!
i still have chemistry compulsory lessons to attend.
like fuck lar.
but for the sake of passing,i guess i'll be going.
maybe more remedial classes are to be attended.
since i can't plan my own study period.
so its best for the teachers to do them lar.
2 months is what i'm left with lar fuck!!!

so yeah,
after catching the match,
met her at BnS,since she wanted to eat but no one to accompany kn?
dah lar tak bawak kunci.
ahah!
being a good boy which i'm always,
met her for dinner.
before being joint in by Mr Nasri.
bla bla bla.
took a bus down to Bob's place,
chill awhile before heading home.
they went driving lar.
anyway,be careful mates!

and yeah fuck!
for heaven sake,
can you people respect my privacy.
those letters is being address to my name.
Amiruddin Bin Abdul Aziz.
not other name.
why the hell do you need to open them??
and please lar,stop putting all those bills on my bed lar fuck.
i swear i'm gonna tear them once i see them again.
fucking shit!!!

can u please bring your
house key along next time.
asl lar suka sangat menyusahkan orang?
ahakz!
and now i kinda know why your mates hates receiving balls from you.
they way u throw can kill someone sia!

2007-07-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

argh!!
well results out.
mcm biase jugak.
which mid year exam did i ever pass before?
ahah!
well,frankly. i don't even know where i might ended up at the end of the year.
maybe still in the same school or maybe i'm ask to leave.
ahah!!
well,that's education isn't it.
make the grade,or get kick.

well okay,
there's nothing much to mention though,
since most of them have been mentioned elsewhere.
namely humji's blog and the monkey's.
ermm,before that,congrats to Ridhuan.,for winning gold yet again.
ahahahas.
ok after that was a fun time with them.
but still not the whole family there lar fuck!!!

erm today's event.
went for MDIS stuff,after nearly a month of not going.
ar shit!.i feel damn sleepy sia in the train.
if i were to sleep in the train,maybe i'll wake up knowing that i'm at pasir ris.
ahahahas.
i'm tired ar for today.
ermm,dunnoe when i'm gonna start doing my malay project.
ar sial lar.
GP also haven do.
sian ar!!!

so yeap,had lunch with her,
then walk around and saw Mr Larris Liew at Macs.
bla bla bla,
i'm off to commonwealth.
and ouh yeah,
someone don't where the heck is commonwealth?
ahahahahas
i pity that someone though.ahah!! =)

erm yesterday events.
ok planned to go library and study.
but all i planned for is to get my solution back.
but all in the end lepak at interchange.
slack for awhile untill the arrival of yg berhormat encik humji.
talk and laugh and she almost cried.
but mission unaccomplished lar.
nevermind i'll hide your stuffs
ahahahahas

ok,ermm
i think i missed my cousins ar.
tk pernah pernah siak rase gini.
ahahahahas.
basket nyer yani.
menghilang ntah ke mane.
and yeah,
i miss those 3 little cousins of mine.
haiya! when is the next family outing lar.

so what knights don't merajuk?
ahahahahas.
i will make you cry by putting you in a cage all alone ok.
ahahahas.
and shut up.
we almost made you cried last night!!!
still got the cheek to deny.
laugh untill like that,tak senonoh betul.
and yeah,maybe we should not ask you to joint our dinner session ar.
cause it seems you can't eat in peace kn.
tercekik jugak anak orang nanti.
ahahahahahhas.
and lastly,i dun nag ok.
ahahhas.

2007-07-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

so yeap.
its good to be back running around at street soccer court.
tiring yourself.working up those staminas.
ermm yeap,
planned to play badminton in school today.
but apparently the badminton peeps are using the court.
so stayed outside and play soccer instead.

what else?
so ahuh,
today marks the end of common test week.
i guess i'm gonna flung them lar.
for physics,i forget to set the mode to degree.
so end up doing the paper using radiant mode.
pantat lar!!!!!!

ok so tomorrow got match.
ahahahas.
after along time.
well i'm tired for today.and ouh torres is an officially
a KOP now.how saddening.
argh!!!

ok miss.,
eat your medicine and that sengau-ness of yours
will be gone.
aahahhas.
sakit tu buat hal sakit.
and you jolly well keep that nick/name a secret ok.
prove me that u're not mean by not revealing them.
ahahahas

2007-07-02T13:47:00.001+08:00

well that's the 07/08 home jersey for you.
i think this time round.the home kit is much more nicer.
compared to last season one.
so maybe i'll get them ar.
ahah! i just realised that i didn't even have a manchester united jersey sia.
what a fan.
ahakz.

so yeap.
yesterday was a day out with.
1. azri
2. fadhli
3. nasri
4. sufi
5. abg aengg
6. wan dangdut.
firstly.met azri at birdnest.
then proceed to bob's place.
then me jumani drop us off at admiralty.
get winner for teabreaking session.
ahahahas.
but i prefer mr sam ar.
ahahahas..
bla bla bla.
a boring slacking session i should say.

till then.
goodbye peeps.

2007-07-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

so yeap.today woke up at 1530 hours.
i dunnoe but why i'm such a lazy bum today.
even to go out and slack also like tires me out.
but no matter what.
i have to go out.
staying put at home means boredom.

yesterday was slacking the whole day at nas cribs.
playing cards.
ahahahahs.
some stupid matchmaking games with the cards.
basically thats about it lar.
and i want to play badminton again in school ar.
ahah!
unfortunately the school is closed tomorrow.
ok dah.,i'm off to find those idiots.
maybe slacking at birdnest.
and lastly,i think this latest blogskin is nicer than the previous one.
ahahahas

thanks for the favour.
ahahahs.
and i'm not calling you maria.
i'm not that heartless ok.
ahah!!

2007-06-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

One Happy Day.
i don't wish to talk about exams here,cause whats done will be done.
what matters now is that 3 months is left.
for me to decide,whether to retain or get promoted.

For today's event.
started off at Nokia's care centre.
queued up.
but in the end,didn't send the stupid phone to repair.
and yeah.
forget to mention.
pardon me for replying late or not replying at all.cause the phone that i'm using now sucks!!
maybe next month then will be getting a new phone.
for sure its not nokia anymore.

todays event.
she became the guest of honour of woodgrove sec today.
made an unintended visit cause no where to go rite?
tu lar,next time i proposed for them to build a child care for monkeys ok?
ahahahahhas.
so yeap, played badminton after don't know how long aready.
still cannot beat the Mr humji.
ahakz.
soon ar k,maybe.
but managed to beat the pairing of Shahrul and Fadhil.
and ermm,still what else ar?
bla bla bla
had dinner at 888.
mcm fun gitu eh?
gie lepak kedai kopi ramai-ramai.
but still not the full squad ar.

so yeap,
last destination was nasri's place.
slack untill almost midnight baru ingat nak balik.
and i should have been sleeping over there lar fuck!!
ahakz.
but never mind ar,4 more years only to go.
ahah!!
control me while u can k?

late nights late nights late nights.
it feels great to know that,
when night falls,
and there'll be slacking session.
and ouh,its been damn fun lar.

and yeap.
thanks for helping out,
i'll return your favour by not calling you mariah k?
but monkey can?
ahahahhas
and lastly,before i forget.
whatever stories u heard about me,
please keep to yourself ok?

i'm enjoying the night life. =)

2007-06-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

So yeap.
Mother Tongue Common Test.
the comprehension part i think is almost gone ar.
for like the first time.
i have the feeling i'll fail malay.
so yeap.
after the test.
walk all the way to west mall.
while the rest of the peeps went to west mall.
i made my way to woodlands lib to meet nas.,kej,crystal and the monkey.
i think i studied abit lar huh.
ahah!!

after that slack at civic park.
untill around 2130.
before we start making our way to LJS.
so the 3 of us had supper together.
ahah.
its 2 nights having supper with the same peeps.
ahakz.
the night before was at Al-Ameen.
and tonight was at LJS.

hey monkey.
you better keep the nick of mine to yourself ok.
treasure them.
if not i'll make sure people know about why the call you _______.=)

2007-06-24T11:44:00.000+08:00

Day 1, 18 June 2007

Reached Punggol Jetty late.
sorry to make the monkey and mr Abdul wait.
and thanks for waking me up.
well.
kinda disappointed that didn't mix with the different schools.
first activity was Kayaking,
i'm satisfied with myself as like finally i know how to steer the kayak.
This is because i'm a dumb idiot during the previous OBS course,as all the steering is
being left to a poor girl.

the fun part of kayaking is doing a capsize drill.
so team up with Naz,Nooris.
and had the privileged of being sae by Zai,Yan,Khatijah.
food was ok.

Day 2, 19 June 2007.

Tried the Obstacle called Inverse Tower.
although didn't managed to reach the highest point.
but i made it to the 3rd highest log.
i could have reach the top.,but its damn scarry lar sial up there.
with the thing swaying.
and also having Bealson belaying me.
ahahhhas.

after that became a belayer.
fun sia.
get to wear LJ shades.
mcm iyer iyer siak belay Roc.
ahahahahhas.
after belaying roc,was atik's turn.

Day 3, 20 June 2007

Team Bonding still not there.
in terms of communication and initiative of each individual.
Trustworthiness towards each other fail to be seen.,
during the Land Expedition.
but this time round of trekking is far more in the comfort zone.,
compared to the previous one.

Day 4,Sea Expedition.

A different experience altogether.
Anger Management is what i learn the most in this Sea Ex.
Thanks To Naz for not making feel to give up halfway.
to kayak with 2 person is not an easy task.
especially when you have to care for someone sick.
seeing her kayak all the way gives me inspiration to continue kayaking.
kayaking through the storm was a nice,scarry,courages and risky act.

Day 5, 22 June 2007
Late for morning circle.
cause the night before was out with nas,Bealson,Atik,Roc,YJ,yan.
teabreak and dunnoe what we talk about ar.
oso get some massage from atik.
ahahahhas.
tk sesia aku knl kau atik.
ahahahas.

so yeah.,had jetty jump as the last activity,
before departing for S'pore.
overall i shall rate this camp as.,
a comfort camp lar.
its not something which i predict.
but compared this camp to the previous one,i shall say.,
i love the previous watch better.
ahah!!

yesterday.,azri and me slack at nas cribs.
went to get some foods as his parents were not home.
teabreak all the way.
tried gudang garam nusantara.
pukimak,bibir rase air-con ar siol.btl tk humji?
ahahahahhas
then reach home.

chilling at nas cribs.

and i'm seriously in need of a phone lar.
like idiot sia dun have a phone.

and yeah.,i've been bottling up all this frustration.
have whatever impression you have on me.
i can do nothing about it.
for now.,i shall keep my mouth shut.
as to not make things any worst.

and i've updated monkey.
ahakz.
and anyone whom ones to see some pics taken.,so pls visit
her blog.
ahahahhas

things i missed.

2007-06-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

was out of the house at around 1430hours.
get some stuffs for my upcoming camp.
hopefully this Outward Bound Camp will be as great as the previous one.
argh!!
ok. met azri at birdnest.
because of some unforeseen circumstances.,
we shfited to bob's crib.
chill there.
planned to do some studying.but musics playing on azri's phone.
and bob's voice distract me.
so keep those books and joint the talk.

after that met mizan,hafiz storm,nas and izzul.
went to get some stuffs.
then crashed in to 5N1 class bbq.
mcm tk tau malu sia gie org nyer function!
ahah!
ok yeah.
after everything's done.
went to met bob and aini at birdnest for awhile.
after its home sweet home.

so yeah as the title of this post suggested.
i do missed a lot of stuffs.
somehow i do miss 4E3.
all those nonsense and fun we used to create.
and the one thing i mised the most is soccer lar.
its like ages since i played soccer ar.
hopefully next saturday got game ar.

ar iyer lar.
its 90%guidance
10% self-packed.

2007-06-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

Bang Bang Bang.
who died?
The Game Is called Look Carefully.
what a game to play?
ahahahas.
well tonight's gathering at Bird nest can be said as one of the best events ar.
people present.
-amir
-azri
-nasri
-sufi
-azman
-fadhil
-fadhli.

yeap,all boys present.
met at Nasri crib first.
from there.,walk to my house bus stop,send a lost kid home first.
then proceed to bob's crib.
from there,made our way to bird nest.
upon arrival met mr humji.
ahahahhas.
where's your wilson?

went azim's house after prayers.
slack for awhile.
and that cousin of mine played a song to the tune of
Mimpi Yang Sempurna.
somehow i'm hook to the song.
feeling sia.
damn it!!

Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya,
pada bintang-bintang
dan bila,ku mulai merasa bahase kesunyian.
sadarkan aku yang berjalan dalam kehampaan
-mimpi yang sempurna-

ouh yeah.
i thought you are supposed to stop calling me a gundu/idiot?
ahahahas.
and i dun even keep her photo ok.
buat rosak gambar ajer.
ahahahas.

which monkeys love cold surroundings?
ahahahas

2007-06-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

The Prank.
so there's loads of you out there whom actually.,
try to find me in the previous post.
hahahaha.
fact is.,i wasn't even present in the picture,
due to unforeseen circumstances.
somehow i can't remember as to why i wasn't in the photo.
but 4E3 was there though.

Mid-Year Exam.
totally unprepared i should say.
i think its a ritual or a curse maybe.
cause i seem to not to study for every mid-year examination.
from primary to secondary to tertiary.
die man!.

lately I've been going out.
on Wednesday,was out with nas,shahrul and her.
halfway through met fardhan.
then its slacking session as per normal.
had some entertainment though.ahah.
a disgusting one.

and today was out the whole day for Outward Bound School preparation.
and as per normal.,the monkey's late.
so much for arriving at 1259.
so first stop was Beach Road.
had lunch first before embarking on the tour of orchard road.
after walking so much,
ended up at Starbucks for coffee session.
ahah.
after that went home.
and i planned to be a good boy up till monday.
ahahhas.

my legs are tired thanks to the walking
monkey.ahahas

2007-06-12T13:11:00.000+08:00

good afternoon peeps.
i'm bored and guess gonna go out study with T-bag,
aahaha.
resident corner maybe.
ahahs
planned to go for OBS shopping with that monkey.
but like no mood ar to go far far.
so just lepak woodlands jer ar.
friday meeting yani.
bloody basket nyer sedare.
ahahahhaas
long time never lepak sia.
and erm.
i found a picture on WGS portal.ahahahhas.

find me if you can.ahahahs.

2007-06-12T02:38:00.000+08:00

things didn't go as planned.
so yeap.woke up at around 11.
slack and laze around till about 1400hrs,before i set off to meet Mr Rashid at
Chua Chu Kang.
sorry for being late though.
so yeap.
trained to changi airport.
slept throughout.
ahahahhas.
dunnoe why but i feel lethargic the whole day lar.
upon reaching terminal 2.
set at starbucks,waiting for mr suhaimi to arrive.
basket btl nyer budak.
he asked" first time korang blajar tkder perempuan"
ahahahas.
siao!.

so yeap.we got a free small cup of drink at starbucks.
tk sia-sia duduk sane ar.
then proceed to macs.
tried studying but felt sleepy.
ahahs.

and back to woodlands.
met her before going RC.
think its more of a slacking session rather than study.
i seriously need to study ar.
pantat betul.
ahahas.
and today she had the privilaged of sufi sending her home.
ahahahas.
till then.
goodbye.

2007-06-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

i was up at 0630.
and got out of the house at 0730.
reach bird nest around 0750 gitu.
saw T-bag aka shahrul at there.
ahakz.
thought all was there.
but Mr kej pangseh sia,
go sleep.
KNN btl.
ahahahas..
so lepak ar.
den joint by mr humji aka azri.
den sufi.
played monkey awhile.
then go kopitiam buy dessert.
ahakz.
like so long never eat chikong siak.
ever since the last day of my secondary school.
so yeah.

after buying desserts.
went RC to chill plus lepak awhile.
joint by Bob and Aenng.
ahahas.
bob like flinstones sia.
baju koyak.
tu lar,tkder license nk gie pandai pandai bawak motor.
kn dah accident.
ahakz.
bla bla bla..

went to sufi's crib.
sorry lar monkey.
didnt receive your message on time.
ahahas.
coz his house reception very poor.
so yeap.
chill with.,those boys below,except for bugs and hazwani ar.,
from clockwise.,nasri,amir,fadhil,sufi and shahrul.plus bob and aenng which is not in the picture.ahahas.

erm slack till about 1530.
then went home as i need to go IKEA.
ahahahahas.

thank your lucky stars that i dun wanna get a black sofa bed.
ahaahs.
cause i noe i'm lazy to repack every single thing back.
ahahahahas.

2007-06-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

and so the story goes.
the monkey's late as per normal.
luckily got those 2 idiots to keep me company.
azim went home first.
biase ar die.,abang sedare yang paling pemalas.
ahahahahas.
so yeah,went to yani's crib to get his stuffs.
when lar my parents want to go overseas.
aman sikit dunia dekat woodlands.
ahahahahhas

so yeah.
met her at 3 when its supposed to be 2,
nie ar janji paer ntah..
ahahahhas.
ok so yeah.
went queensway.
get her class jersey. asl lar S5 tkder class-t kepe.
make class jacket pon ok jugak ar.
ahah.
bla bla bla.
went woodlands via bus.
can die sia inside bus.
jauh nk mampos.
ahakz
i think i prefer train to bus lar.

and so ate and then met bugs at interchange.
she with giant.
ahakz.
den went RC.
ermm,we did more studying?
iyer ke?
i think i did more laughing ar.
ahakz.
well,those idiots nyer stupid jokes baru sikit.
and they praise your level of maths.
ahahahhas.
bla bla bla.
after walking her to bus stop.
lepak with nas,kej and shahrul.
jap.
around 1130 baru ingat nk balik ar.
aahahahas.

ok todays event.
got kenduri arwah.
at sengkang sia.punyer lar jauh.
but what to do...
dah family event.
terpakse lar pegi.
ahah.

and she's diagnosed with monkey flu
ahakz.

2007-06-08T11:37:00.000+08:00

Open skies over me,
I have waited patiently,
I wait for a sign.

As conspiracies unwind,
Will you slam shut,
Or free your mind,
or stay hypnotised.

When the zetas fill the skies,
Will our leaders tell us why,
Fully loaded satelites,
We'll tell you nothing but our minds.

And I've waited patiently,
And I wait for the sign.

Carried through the centuries,
Secrets locked up,
And loaded on my back,
Well it weights me down.

When the zetas fill the skies,
It's just our leaders in disguise,
Fully loaded satelites,
We can't get nothing but our minds.

I'm waiting patiently,
And I wait for the sign. (Yeah).
I'm waiting patiently,
And I wait for the sign

-Exo-Politics,the latest addiction-

met the sick monkey at plaza singapura around 3.
supposed to be 1430 ok bum!
ahakz.

went rounding at PS
i want the solomon shoes lar.
alar,even the trip to Ubin also not confirmed.
got fuck off lar.
dumb ass!
sleep over cousins place also cannot.
nak mampos!
babi!

ok back to yesterday events.
slack with her group.
ahakz.
made new frens.
ok lar.,there's the similarities between your group of friends.
ahahahas.
dats why i'm able to like mixed around.
idiot.
so yeah,walk from plaza singapura to peninsular.
then back to plaza singapura.
ahhhahhas.

school opening in a bout 2 weeks time.
OBS will eat up a week.
then still got GP project haven do.
then got malay project.
siol jer.
die aready.
aahahahhas.

little monkey down with fever.
ahahhhas.
tu lar,suroh makan pisang tknk.
degil.ahakz.
next time is your turn to mixed around with my clan ok.

2007-06-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

monday 4 of june 2007.
still no revision or studying done.
mampos!
why do i lack self discipline?
ahahahahhas.
siak betol.

okies,todays' event.
went school early in the morning just to know that he wasnt there.
pantat betol.
just really dun have the mood sia to go.
talking about OBS,met Irwan from AES just now at BB,on the way to Macs.
ahahahahas.

sian ar today.
like nothing to do sia.
ahaahahhas.
plan to play soccer,but never even see a soccer ball.
iyer-iyer jer siak.
went RC to slack.
kepale babi nyer bob,eingg,stormking ad mr kej.
pour water from the top of the carpark.
after that tau senyap.
ahaahhas.
blood pressure can rise sia.
bla bla bla.
but the tension doesnt last long lar.
awhile jer,lepas tu cools down aready ahahhas.

i like when you're angry.
ahakz.
and i still survive since i'm supposed to be slaughtered today.

2007-06-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Inter Varsity POLITICS.
as what Rashid spells it out.
its true in a sense ar.
ahahahahas.
he could have been fighting today though.
hmmm.
here is how it goes.
had to starve for untill the last seconds.
cause maintaining weight.like shit lar.
before that also forced to do some physical training.
bloody hell.
bring down my weight from 55.2 to 54.8.
siol.
1645hrs was my match.went for weighing.
and right after weighing.immediately pop a roche into my mouth.
for energy sake.
ahahahhas.
well,Rashid was my corner man a,together with Salihin.
i lost the match.
i think its a disappointment ar.
i think everyone expected me to clear it.
and i expect myself to win it.
not for myself.
i'm not in the right state of mind to play lar.
cause i'm scared of that injury part.
scared of making things worst.
and my ankle's still swollen.
but there's next year.

first round: i'm sleeping.,maybe because i'm afraid of injuring myself.
BADI sia.
knn!.I think my first fall makes me wake up ar.
that i have a duty to do,and not be a punching bag in the arena.

second round: think fair better.
after getting a wake up call from rashid.ahahahhs
and yeah,more points gained!

third round: totally crap play lar.
cause my leg's bruising and swelling up.
a round which i'm declared the loser.
there's more need to be done to my gameplay ar.i'll take it as an experience gained.

ok,today's event.
didnt do anything except to slack at Sufi's crib.
went there around 4 together with nas.
like normal.,go buy teabreaks.,and some chips.
and then proceed back.
watch 300.
ahahahas.
a sad end lar to that movie.
and yeah,
that's all for today.

i intended to dedicate it to u.,
but it didnt turn out as expected.
ahahahhas.
so yeah,
and thanks for allowing to compete.at least someone do allow.
ahakz

2007-06-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

well well well.
started the day late by being late.
ahahahahas
went to school to get the OBS form.
like so difficult sia to get the form from him.
but finally get lar.
like from tuesday sia.
kepale pantat betol!!!
avtually didnt get.
cause let rashid go for it.
since i went before.
but then he call me and ask to get my medical done.
basket.
really dun have the mood to go sia.

bla bla bla.
after dat went jalan-jalan.
untill the East part,
dun even noe how i ended up there.
ahahaahhas.
then back to woodlands.

went home first before.
finding Bob and Azri.
for lepak session.
ahahahahhas
talk nonsense sia.
then around 10 plus,just realized that i haven eat.
and there's no food at home.
which means must eat outside.
so ask bob teman eat at civic mac.
thnks ar bob
ahahahahhas.
and yeah,cannot wait till end of year.
maybe got event of the year.
ahahahas
"project twin tower"=)
somehow Mr Kej said i look nice in white T's. somehow i do agree with him.ahahahas.,i'm loving white T's.

of coz afraid of needless lar.
so disgusting.
who the hell likes injection?maybe monkeys ar.,but not for chickens.
ahahahahhas.

2007-05-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

a one long night.
one filled with lots of events,mysterious stuffs.and also irritating ones.
started the day by going late for SEL camp.
wake up at 7,thinking of skipping the camp.,
but remembered about the OBS camp.
so no matter what must come oso ar.
need to prove something to that mr ram.
and also someone's have been bugging me to go for the SEL.
ahahahahas..
bla bla bla.

we met at around 0900.
then proceed to Lestari as i have damn irritating sinus.
causing me to sneeze all the way.
like so long never get the sinus.,
then suddenly come back.
ahakz.

and ermm.
shortcut to camp lar ar.
had fun playing the ball game.
others,i think its average lar.
about the campfire.,
no comments.
but sapphire house like really dead ar.
hmm.
but to summaries.,
i dun really enjoy the campfire ar.
the campfire with
the SOC/07 batch of student leaders from woogdrove is the
most happening campfire ar.
ahahahhas.,
line dance beb!!
even the parents participate in the dancing.
in fact everyone ar.
but not forgetting what we did after that campfire ar.
ahahahahahahahas.
all of us grow horns on their head.=)

after campfire went to east coast.
very very very disappointing ar.
dun wish to elaborate more.
then back to East Lodge.
on the way from east coast to east lodge.
there's just something in me which says not to go there.
and i find out the answer just when i heard hafiz stories.
a very spooky place indeed.
alot of mysterious things happen before me.
even felt different sia yesterday night.
but whatever it is.
its past.
then slack with rashid inside the room untill around 5 like dat.
talk nonsense.
hmm...
strange.

ermm,
so what's next,u've been a monkey,daddy's girl which u're really one.
a parrot,an the latest one,laughing machine.
ahahahahas.
but i still like calling u monkey ar.
ahakz.
yesterday's seems to be along night.

2007-05-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

SEL camp.
a boring one though.
got nothing interesting.
like all the stuffs have been gone through during secondary school life's.

sundae was a cousin's wedding,
went there around 1330hrs.
those 2 idiots weren't there yet.
so was a bit boring ar
as my 2 closest cousins weren't there.
and yeap,IVP starting this saturday.
and my fitness/stamina all no where to be seen.
Damn lar.
how to play like that.
sure become punching bag ar.
damn it!
gonna face up someone from Ngee Ann.
hmmm..
then still they playing kallang cage this saturday.
how sia?
i want both?
but i can only go for one.
bloody hell betol!!

2007-05-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

Damn it lar!.
i should not
have been home lar tonight.
should have slept over at azim's place sia.
then do some talking.,
just like what the 3 of us do.,
while at KL during Good Friday.
ahakz
ad i still remember how yani vomitted in the middle of the night.
and how the room's smell.
ahahahhahas
all thanks to that idiot ar.
argh!!!

well morning went weighing at NUS,
i thought wont clear it.
but somehow i cleared it ahakz.
54.3kg is how heavy i am now.
ahahahhas.
well because someone claimed she had magical powers to do wonders huh?
like real.
ahahahahahhas.
then from dere.,
went home.
chill awhile.,before going out again.heading towards town.
at town,met marissa and dinie at topshop.
ahakz.
den had ice cream.
planned to play pool/bowling.
but indeed never play.
cause nobody turn up.
had ice creams den proceed towards woodlands.,
for cousins function.
ahahkz.

i hate my malay group sia.
like i dun even know any of them.
like wat the fuck sia!!!
and rashid's group the best.
pantat betul.

and so this lil monkey is unwell huh?
alalalla,kesian die.
well get well soon so i can disturb you more.
and i wont wave the white flag k.
ahahahhas.
you'll wake up finding a sick joke in ur inbox.
and i guess u'll start cursing me non-stop.
ahahahahahahhhas.
well,anywae,rest well.
ahakz.

i love that phrase of yours.
cause it makes me smile.

2007-05-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

went Woodgrove Secondary after so long
miss those times spent with those buggers.
ahakz,
but somehow i find this year WGS not as happening as the first one.
ahakz.
and i still remember vividly how i suffered during the first idol thingy.
ahahahas.
and yeah holidays getting near.
which means.
exams approaching soon.
and i've yet to start studying.
damn it.
ahakz.

played soccer just now.
fun feeling though after what i went through the past few weeks.
love the feeling of being able to run freely.
to walk without pain.
to kick without pain.
and do anything with ease.

so last wednesday went training.
ahakz.
fun sia the feeling.
ahahahhas.
so yeah,went up against rashid.
but its not a match lar.
just sparring partner.

fallen warrior.

a lazy bum/monkey/daddy's little girl.
ahakz

2007-05-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

firstly,
Congrats to Apek and Feat for their engagement.
hopefully they dont forget us when
its their wedding day ar.
ahakz.
so yeah in the morning went school for training.
even though injured,but still need to train.
ahakz.
after training straight away rushed down to woodlands,
to meet azri and fadhli.
then proceed to feat's house.
get our cigarettes first.,
then smoke awhile.
then go her house ar.
surprisingly meet 2 of my primary school friends there.
somehow i'm shocked to see the state they are in now.
ahakz
well i guess i'll wish you guys all the best in life then.

ermm,
then after dat,went to Sufi's crib.
ahakz.
so yeah.
as per normal.
teabreak throughout.
right after meals.
ahakz.
nice feeling though.
then me,dannny,nas,fadhil,fadhli and azri seat in a circle.
and talk about girls.
ahakz.
what a story to talk about.
bloody hell!
but sad ar,
got to go first as need to catch the Man U game tonight.
although we lost,but heads up boys.

so fun sia lepak with them.
can forget all problems.
haiz.
they are the one's i need now.
and yeah,
maybe its just the way and the character that is instill within me.
so yeah.
pardon the way i do stuffs.

2007-05-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

Friday,18 May 2007
sat for General Paper for the first time in my life.
should say that it is much similar to those English compo's
except this is only based on argumentative questions.
didn't study for it though.
so maybe i'll get shit marks.

today also had my first
track and field meet[sports day]
as a millennian.
first time i'm attending a sports day
at night.
ahakz.
its fun though.
but somehow my clan sucks.
not as kecoh like the others.
but nevermind then.

Earlier in the day.,
thought of going Darul Gufran for Friday prayers.
but in the end.
did not went.
but we did went up to the east area.
just to LEPAk.
ahahahas.
siao sia.,
go so far just to slack?
so we went Simei and chill.

my comp's about a month more.
but i'm far from being fit.
need to bring my weight down from 55kg to 53 kg.
like how sia?
lose 2 kg in how many weeks?
and my injured part feels abit sore.
still cannot run.
even a slow jog hurts.
damn!
and we are expected to get 3 golds.
how sia?
got 14 opponents to face.
sure die!
ahakz.

she whom lives at sengkang. =)

2007-05-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

hey hey you you.
ahahahahahas.
this song calms my nerve sia.
=)

well just now went to Innova Junior College.
for the A div match.
we won against St Andrew's.
after that they play soccer.,
but damn,cannot play soccer for 2 mths sia.
cause of this
stupid injury ar.
bloody hell.
IVP also cannot compete.
SIAN.

after dat met Bob,Me Kej,and Stormking,
at Birdnest.
normal ar..
al smoking.,
but somehow i feel scared to see me kej smokes.
ahahahhas..
danger sia he.
then lepak-lepak.,
till about 1830 hrs.
proceed to CWP to meet Mr Humji aka Azri.
ahahahahas...
walk-walk.,
talk-talk..
and get my new set of earphones.
sorry dee i lost ur earphones.,
ahakz..
replaced it soon ar k.
and i guess thats all ar.
so long and goodnite.

i miss this kind of moments sia
whereby everyone gathers as one big happy family.
and seat over a table.
having dinner together.
hopefully there's something during the June break ar.
at least a barbeque with all present ar.
ahakz.
gonna drop by woodgrove sec this thurs..
soo looking forward to it.
ahakz

2007-05-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

why is it at this point of
time.,my Mr Sam,
is not within reach?
guess have to update stocks for future emergency needs.

i need someone to talk to.

2007-05-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

" Usah Lepaskan " by Taufik Batisah.
seems to be the song which i'm glued to recently.
the lyrics suits the stuffs which i'm going through now.

well,just came back from lepaking session with the boys and girls
of woodgrove secondary.,
firstly met them at birdnest.,
then proceed to Aenng place for a light meal.,
thanks aeng.
and surf the net awhile.
ahakz.
i've been to most of the peeps houses,but they have never been to mine.
maybe one day lar ok.
ahakz.
maybe during Hari Raya.

had so much fun lepaking just now.
crack all those jokes.
memories of 4E3 and 4E4 came rushing back to the minds.
missed every single seconds of those times.
it's true what u said Jee.
ahakz..
you'll missed stuffs when they are gone beyond sight.
hopefully there is one event which will gather all,everyone back..
and we could have a nice chat about life's.
most of us already have scandals.,
some have too many scandals.
ahahahhaas

and yeah,Cikgu Z is down with Chicken Pox.
so it means there' will be a few free periods.
ahakz..
i'm starting to hate malay ar.
like a redundant subject sia.
mid year exams coming up.,
but i've yet to study.
hmmm.

and lastly.,
please welcome the Title back to Old Trafford.,
ahakz.
we are the champs for the 9th time.=)

i'm glad i've speak whats i've been wondering on.

2007-05-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.
ahakz.
had a frenly between Millennia and Sekilas.
won one and lose the other.
had alot of injuries.
my feet's been aching badly.
and so does some of the other parts.
even though cannot walk properly,but still can go watch spiderman 3
ahakz.

ermm..
wat else to say ar?
maybe i'm suay sia.
only bob noes wat i mean.
why sial?
irritating sak to think of it.
like what the fuck sia??

2007-05-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Been away from blogger for quite sometime.
lazy to blog sometimes.
been missing lots of lesson though due to the
A division.
gonna stop going to the games and focus on my studies.
as Mid-Year's coming up.while physics have been quite okay.
Geography got extra info's. more difficult then O's.
ahakz.

Chemistry i guess will be a gone case subject.
ahaks.
why in the world i take chemistry sia?
REGRETS!!
Malay been a stupid subject which i must seat for it once again.
while GP,? ermm...
oso die i think.,
ahakz.
guess my wish is to get promoted to Pre-U2 lar k.
ahakz.

i enjoy ur companion,u make me dream.
but there's this soft spot which is preventing.
creating an obstacle.

2007-04-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday went holland village with stanley,kenneth and sean.
seat at dunnoe which restaurant cum pub.
to catch Man U game against Everton.
they won though while Chelsea drop points at home.
ahakz..
and yeah like finally,
Chris Eagles played about 10 mins of the match.
glad to see him back onboard the first team squad.
and he scored too..
ahakz..

this midweek got Man U against Milan.,
at San Siro.
hmm...
hoping that they could clinch the treble again.
and yeah..
sometimes i do wonder a lot.
i think everyone of their kinds is the same.
why?
it sucks to have that kind of feeling sometimes.
and when things get intimate.,
your thoughts will start to wonder around.
and i need a vacation to anywhere.
so maybe gonna ask my cousins accompany.,
as they are the best mates around.
and yeah i do miss secondary school life.,
where everyday we'll shout in class.,
den after school surely have detention.
ahakz.
memories.

and yeah yesterday met mat rempit too.,
at woodlands interchange.
long time nvr meet him sia.
den fridae nite go chill with sufi,boon han,danny,shida,bob,aenng and azri.
fun sia.
like no problem like dat.
i'm beginning to like fridays and saturdays.

fuck off.

2007-04-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

its been ages since i last update.
ahakz..
basically lazy and tied down with school stuffs.
so many homeworks still haven do.
hmm..
die sia like dat.
ahakz.

hmm,last weekend went to sentosa.,with bird,humji,
danny,wesley,bugs and nas.
not many turn up though.
same goes for dee's bdae party
uploaded the pics,
but lazy to pose here ar..
so yeah,sorry bout dat.

and yeah,Man U beat AC milan
basket,miss the matc by 10 mins sia..
coz i fall asleep while waiting for the match to start.
next stop will be at san siro.

the scent which feels my room.

2007-04-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

slowly the bonds are forming up.

hakim,amir and Chao.

fiqah,zara,haki,me and chao.

chilling before embarking on our CIP duties.

so yeah.,
on wednesday had CIP.
need to promote the usage of recycle bags.
coz the global warming have been getting
worsed.
it was fun though doing it.,
untill rashid called and say got class bonding at Jurong point.
ate at fiqah's grandma's place before.,
heading towards Jurong Point.

wed oso have a friendly fight.
hmm.,i guess i'm still far away from the standard ar..
imagine fighting against people of 20 years and above.
nervous sia.
bloody hell.
ahakz.

went IJC for the A'Divs.
watch Millennia win against IJ.
i guess we could have won by a larger margin ar.
after the game,played. street soccer.,
and i like their indoor court sia.
fun to play in.

"It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall."
-unbelievable-

a song which i finally get hold of.
ahakz.

2007-04-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

Done Physics,Maths and did the wrong Chem test paper just now.
i seriously need to buck up sia.
histories of O' level days come rushing back.
most of my time now is more committed to stuffs,
that is not that necessary.
change of attitude is wat i'm seriously in need of.
hmm...

studies have been getting tougher
as alwaes.
life's been getting tiring as alwaes.
basket.
hmm..
simply cannot wait for this saturday sia.
gonna meet back the slackers club..
ahakz.
at sentosa..
faster leh saturday.
if only they change the venue to East Coast.

those sheesha sessions have been making
me feel sick.maybe i'm not used to it yet.wat else?,maybe more on soccer.,millenia playing at Innova tis thursday,against dunnoe who. Loss to VJC though.
comps coming nearer.,
exmas dates coming nearer too..
and i've yet to open my notes.
hopefully choosing Millenia Institue is not a mistake ar.

"why? i simply don't understand the situation
i'm in now."

You set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

-supermassive blackhole-

2007-04-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

a little updates,
hmm..
have been missing so much lessons lately..
due to going for the A division games.
ahakz..
it'll be for a month.
then nxt week have the artisitic team display.,
which i have yet to get all the moves right..
then nxt month got friendly at Ngee Ann Poly.,
so Guo Fong..
see you there ok..
ahahhas
...

hmm.,tis sat got so many events sia..
got outing with those ppl..
then got Dee's bdae party..
then my uncle getting married.
sial lar..
can die sia like dat..
ahahahahas
hopefully the venue would bechange to East Coast ar..,
instead of Sentosa..,
ok bugs or bird or whoever the organiser is...?
ahahahas...

erm,tomorrow got maths,physics,chem test sial..
sure confirm die one..
and now must continue my search for maths notes.
damnation!

2007-04-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

this is how big we cousins have grown.
my younger brother,ahakz,

went KL over the weekends.,
follow my aunts and uncles as my parents.,
not following.,
as they went malacca.
so aper lagi
lar kn...
lots of projects dat is ongoing.,
ahakz..
but didn't really enjoy much as..
the hotel dat i'm staying is under renovation...
so it was ..
argh!!...

ermm..,
wat else to update.,
ermm...
school's been really rabak sia.
especially chemistry.
ahakz.
but wat to do kn..
still must study..
just so dat can go into a flying school one day.
hmmm.,

and Millennia draw with Temasek JC.,
we could have won easily sia..
and ermm heard that innova lost..,
and ermm..
can't wait to go against innova sia..
later got kazam reunion.,
but i'm not playing ar..
ahahahhas.

anywae.,saw fireworks while on my stay
at KL.
somehow those fireworks.,
make memories came rushing back to my mind.,
hmm..
yeah! fireworks.
how i wish all those dreams i wish.,
could be accomplished.

"thank you for loving me.
thank you for those words
but i'm lost"

2007-04-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i last blog.,
ahakz..
many things happen during that period.
so yeah,school's been so sucky sia.
need to catch up with the class.
going at a very fast pace sia.
next week got chemistry test.,
sure die ar.
argh!!
rabak beb.

ermm..
wat else eh.,
its been so long since i last slack arnd with the guys.
mcm rindu pon ader ar..
ahahahhas.

i'm missing you.

2007-03-31T02:39:00.001+08:00

school have been so tiring,
lots of homeworks.,
geography have been easy to follow
as most of it have been thought by Ms Yati.
so long since i last lepakz
with the same people.
ahakz..

so much stuffs to catch up on.
maybe sundae ar.,we go lepak2.
A division tournament will be starting next week.
somehow it have been delayed by a week.
watch rasyid did some presentation just now while waiting for
training to start.
sign up another CCA sian.
i really want to have at least a medal ar.
and oso appear in national colours.
sian.
be fighting in class C.,
since i'm considered an adult aredi.
basket.
rasyid competing in seni event.
hmm...
june sia.,about 2 months to prepare.

anyway.,i oso hoped to get into the
first 25 man squad.
at least can get a face off with kazamers such as Lok and big gay.
surely be fun sia.
Innova Juniour College will be hosting the event.

tomorrow gonna exchange my ipod.
ahhkz.

"why?"

2007-03-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

i pity amir. he can't blog. he has typed his entry, click publish, and yet the post still didn't come out. weird? well, let me try to do the same thing. i will be clicking publish after this, and if this post comes out, please help amir. i think it's his internet explorer. what do you think? very ding dong. luckily i'm not using I.E. i'm using firefox! hoo hoo! okay done. if the post does come out, do guess okay who i am? okay good. amir cannot guess. later he guess confirm wrong. oh ok wait. i need to say my msn world is quieter without amir always online anymore. ahahahahhas.

2007-03-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

07S5.
filled with different kinds of people.
making frens was dificult at first.,
but after we got to class..
it becomes simpler.
known quite a number of people there..
those fun ones.
but there's this fear in me..
dat i'll play too much sia..
fear of not clearing my A 's..

today went for the very first mass lecture..
at 4 plus..
wat a bloody timing sia..
but luckily it was inside an air-conditioned room.
General Paper.,
somehow is like social studies and history.,
u have to make a stand..
and elaborate it.
hmmm...
never mind ar...
at least got same class with her..
huahuahuahua..
dun think can get into soccer as a CCA.,
but never mind ar..
can form a new team and just kick a round for fun.
i simply loved geography and thursday GP lessons..
ahahahas..
but thursday somehow sucked sia!
finished at 1725hrs.
KNN!!

tomorow got a test on
physics O'level syllabus..
must at least get a 80% pass sia..
siao sia..
so high the expectations..
hmm..
guess that i'm still trying to adapt to Pre-U
lifestyles.
hmmmm...

"when will it be a happy ending?"

2007-03-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

first day of school.
at millenia institute.
hmm..
can say quite fun ar..
but the most important thing is,
got lots of hot stuffs..
ahakz..

my blog seems to be like fucked up aredi sia.
dunnoe wats the damn poblem with it.
or is it my computer..
find it very difficult to post all my writings.

hmm..
so it seems that
A level's gonna be 2 years down the road.
somehow i'm scared coz must go University sia..
if not waste my 3 years studying A level.
i like the school very much coz..
its damn hi-tect siol...
everything all electronic.
hmm....

missed out lots of parts
coz din go for the orientation..
as i've been busy touring around phuket island.
ahakz...

so tomorrow gonna start
proper school..
gonna have all my stupid tutorials..
hmm..
hopefully i could achieved wat i've aim at the
end of my 3 years stay at MI.

be gone..

2007-03-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

not selectd in the team.,
dun even to the selection oso..
maybe next year's team ar..
ahakz.

2007-03-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

it seems like its been a long time since
i spend hours on the comp.,
chatting..
so it seems that only friday and saturday dat i could stay through the nite.
school have been kinda difficult.
with CCA's training and all.
the soccer training
really improves my fitness level sia.
Innova Juniour College will be hosting
the A division tournament
hope i could make it to the 25 man squad..
so can meet Lok and Big on the field
as opponents.
ahahahhas,

i think the food at school sucks sia.
i missed secondary schools food ar
maybe one day will drop by just to eat.
ahakz...
and it sems tha i almost lost touch with the soccer world sia.
had a glimpse of Nani's talents on the field.,
he's as good as Ronaldo sia.
hopefully Man U will be buying him..
so that we can have twin terrors operating down
the flanks.

"why".

2007-03-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

Well the first post of my new blog.
i'm being forced to make a new one.
thanks to my old fucking blog.
lots of problem with the new account sia.
i prefer using the new one.

now all my old entries are gone.
all my old post gone.
sian.
bloody hell!
somehow,things have not been going as how i wanted thse days.
maybe for some reason.
i can get agitated for the slightest of mistakes.
hmmm..
gonna start school this mondae.
hopefully get to see some nice chics though.
ahakz.
somehow i'm still wondering how the hell i could end up in a science stream sia.
considering how i prepare for my O's.
only god knows the answer lar.
ahakz.

the phase of life which i'm going through now kinda sucks though.
if only life could be like how it was a few years back.
ahakz..
maybe they are the cause to all this problems.
Fuck!